Thursday, October 30, 2025

Friday Fiction: Slavery's Ghost (Part Two)


We left by coach the next day, and over the days of our trip, Frobisher debated and planned strategy, aloud and at length, aided only by the occasional monosyllable from me. It was all politics, and the political side of our business never engaged me. I was more preoccupied with my usual travel sickness.

          It boiled down to this. Mr. Jefferson had established our Department, as part of his government. His successors, Mr. Madison, and until recently, Mr. Monroe, had honored his creation. Monroe's ambitions had left his administration somewhat impoverished, and he was looking for economies. Frobisher had not heard from Jefferson for some time and was unsure of his continued interest and support.

          Frobisher came back, over and over, to one conclusion, as if to press it home to me, and reassure himself.

          "If we can help him with this haunting, if we can either rid him of this spirit or discover if some deception is being practiced on him, I'm sure we can get a strongly worded letter of support. Monroe will not -- even at this late date -- go against Jefferson's advice."

          Finally I could not stand the vain repetition any longer.

          "Ballentine," I said sternly. "You must compose yourself. This nervousness will serve no useful purpose. Consider: what if the worst happens, and we fail? The Bureau is dismantled. Then what? You still have your law practice. I still have my studies. The sun will still rise, and the waters still run. And there will still be good folk to fight these dark powers, as there have been for thousands of years before us."

          "But not as efficiently as we do." He subsided, grumbling. I knew he thought of the Department as his legacy, almost as his brain child, but I also knew that many a child never reaches its promise. Alas, how many books I have conceived that remain unwritten! Frobisher, admonished, spoke no more of it the remainder of the journey, but I could see by the darting of his eyes and restless turning of his head that it still occupied his thoughts.

          Once in Charlottesville we left the coach and hired a couple of horses, leaving our luggage to be delivered and riding the short way to Monticello, Mr. Jefferson's dream castle. Seen from a distance, this house, built mostly in the Palladian style, was a red and white vision of order, floating on a green hillside, a veritable fortress on a hill.

          As we drew closer to it, of course, one began to see its flaws, its weathering, the compromises of its working life. I learned later that it was constantly having parts torn down and built up again, as new ideas and improvements flitted through its master's head. The yard around the building was slovenly, with footpaths running like ant trails through the grass. Still, its grand portico, supported by massive pillars, was most impressive and made me feel rather insignificant as we ascended the steps.

          We were greeted by a footman at the front door, a slave as it turned out, although he was rather "bright" as they call lighter-skinned negroes, and dressed in elegant clothes, so that I did not at first realize his status. We announced our names, and were told we were expected, then ushered into the vast cavern of the house. I felt at first that we were going through some kind of museum, or even mausoleum, for the rooms though impeccably kept were devoid of any sign of occupancy, beautiful but lifeless, like flowers dipped in wax. That changed as we neared what I soon saw was the brain of the house.

          We turned down a dim corridor. Our escort knocked discreetly on a battered door, opened it, and we were announced. We entered Mr. Jefferson's library.

          He rose from his desk as we entered, flanked on either side by ranks of books. He was a tall man, majestical, but a little stiff from arthritis. He was dressed in an ancient green coat, trimmed with grey fur, and his clothes were loose on his gaunt frame and rumpled with work and wear. I only noticed all this later. What held me immediately was his expression, pale-eyed, distant, tight-lipped. I had seen that look when I was with the French in Egypt, looking out over the eternal sands.

          The Director led me up to the desk.

          "Mr. President," he said, bowing, the slightest tremor in his voice. I was surprised to note the sweat suddenly beading my old friend's balding head. I have never known him to be anything but under utmost control.

          "Frobisher," Jefferson replied. The slightest tilt of the head in acknowledgement. His eyes slid to me.

          "May I present Mr. Augustus Jandt, our best man. I am sure he will be able to get to the bottom of this trouble for you and bring it to a swift and successful conclusion."

          I stepped forward, performed a military bow, and proffered my hand. After a slight hesitation he took it. We shook briefly, and without warmth. He dropped my hand immediately.

          "You are welcome to Monticello, Mr. Jandt," he drawled. "I do hope your stay here will be brief and satisfactory. This... apparition has been most upsetting for my people."

          "And for yourself, surely, Mr. President?"

          Again, the distance.

          "You may drop the title, Mr. Jandt. I am at present a simple farmer and a private citizen. The appellation belongs to another. And to be frank with you, I do not care about this phenomenon one way or another. What concerns me is the effect it is having on my household."

          "And what effect is that, sir?"

          Jefferson arched an eyebrow.

          "Am I to presume the investigation is starting already?"

          "It began a half hour ago, sir. This is simply the part when the questions begin."

          He turned to Frobisher.

          "Your best man wastes no time, I see."

          "Would you want me to, Mr. Jefferson? It is perhaps best to think of me in this process as a physician. I am going to ask some rather personal questions, and I will require very honest answers, the better to diagnose the case. In return, I pledge the discretion of a doctor for whatever you reveal to me. I may ask things that seem irrelevant or even impertinent, but believe me it is not from some perverse curiosity."

          Jefferson looked at me like I was some new species of beetle he had suddenly found crawling on his desk.

          "Does the Bureau initiate all its investigations in so straightforward a manner?"

          "Of course not, sir," Frobisher began apologetically, but I interrupted.

          "You are the founder of the Department, Mr. Jefferson. You summoned us here. I see no reason for subterfuge or hidden agenda, no disguises or delicacy. Do you? I find the circumstances most refreshing myself, being able to begin with no dancing around the subject, the client being so obviously intelligent and completely aware of the situation. So should I waste time?"

          We stood toe to toe for an agonized instant. Frobisher looked as if he were waiting for the pin to transfix the beetle. Then Jefferson smiled a wintery smile.

          "You think logically, Jandt. Good. I appreciate that. By all means, let us begin." He gestured for us to be seated.

          I pulled out my small pad and a pencil. Jefferson sat back at his desk and began the facts as follows.

(To Be Continued)


 

Relics


It hasn't been a week since we had a run of months of days where it got into the 90's during the day and only into the 70's at night. We've had a couple of milder days, and this morning it has plunged down to 39 degrees. I was cleaning out the top of my closet and ran across Pop's old Korean War army blanket. I hauled it down for a bit of a nostalgic huddle. That's the green thing wrapped around my shoulders. It's in fairly good shape for fabric over 70 years old; a little tattered, of course, but still firm, not friable. It's weird to think of Pop sitting huddled in it so long ago. Talk about a life-witness. It's certainly been around since I was born, a constant presence in the blanket pile or on camping trips. Probably one of the oldest things in the house. I sometimes have the fancy of bringing together all of the 'relics' from our old days together. It would make an interesting collection. At this time of the turning of the year the Nostalgia Mood can be particularly strong. 

Wednesday, October 29, 2025

Wideo Wednesday: Dark Corners Reviews


This Halloween season I've been filling up the odd corners with Dark Corners Reviews, a nice show, just the right length, with none of the host hijinks that eat up so much time of other shows, just an enthusiast showing off the dark delights of the genre. Here is the link to one episode; you can branch out from here.


 

Tuesday, October 28, 2025

One of the Most Tragic Anecdotes I Ever Read


"John Hemmings had spent thirty years of his life in the public eye, his days a whirlwind of committee meetings, press briefings, and constituent demands. When he finally retired, he envisioned a pastoral second act. He and his wife, Eleanor, had a quaint cottage with a sun-drenched library, its shelves holding all the classics he had promised himself he would read "someday". That day had finally arrived.

"But the silence was jarring. In his old life, his brain was a constant triage of information, his focus a sharp and deliberate tool. Now, in the quiet of his library, that tool felt blunted. He would open a weighty biography of Winston Churchill, his idol, and read a page, then another. Soon, his mind would drift. He’d find himself mentally tallying the votes for a bill that was passed years ago, or replaying an old televised debate, thinking of the retorts he should have made.

"He tried to force it, reading the same paragraph three times over. He moved on to a lighter, more modern thriller, but his attention still sputtered. The words on the page were like a dull political report; they lacked the urgency and stakes that had defined his professional life. The thrill of a high-stakes negotiation was gone, replaced by the gentle hum of a house with nothing on the agenda.

"Eleanor found him one afternoon staring out the window, a book resting unread on his lap. "What's wrong, dear?" she asked.

"It's just... I can't," he sighed, gesturing to the book. "I spend so long thinking about what I'm reading, only to realize I haven't actually read a word in five minutes."

"It wasn't a sudden cognitive decline, as his mind was still sharp for strategy. It was more of a re-wiring, the kind that happens when a high-powered machine is suddenly idling. His brain, accustomed to constant stimulation and the pressure of public life, had forgotten how to simply sit and absorb. The discipline of reading, for all his good intentions, was a different kind of work entirely. He had retired from one profession, but he was struggling to find his way into a more peaceful one." --? (found with AI)

I'm not sure where I read this story; it might have been The Oxford Book of Literary Anecdotes or An Irreverent and Thoroughly Incomplete Social History of Almost Everything. I also can't quite find out exactly which John Hemmings this is supposed to be, although I'm fairly sure it wasn't Thomas Jefferson's illegitimate son. I fear I'm beginning to lose some of my concentration when it comes to reading, but perhaps I've been inflating my abilities to myself all this time. I'm reminded of Pop's saying for years that when he was retired he'd be fishing all the time, which he almost never did when the time came. Still bought tackle and poles, though. Just like I buy books I'm not sure I'll ever read.

Monday, October 27, 2025

2020 Diary: The Stub-End of October


10/29/2020: So up about 5 AM, prayers, Bible. Much worrying over stuff to little avail. At 9 AM made ramen and eggs. Got Medicaid set up at 10 AM without any trouble. At noon Andy brought in a letter and it was my Medicaid card. Ramen for lunch. Worry worry worry about debit card. At 1:30 PM help Kameron with his measuring. At 4 PM made supper (chili-corn-pasta). At 7 PM prayed rosary and 7:30 PM went in to clean up and talked to Susan and she convinced me to call Amy and by 8:30 PM the card was set up. Now I just need to go and use it. Then I need to talk to SSI about where to send my payments.

 

10/30/2020: Up about 6:30 AM, prayers, Bible. Left house about 7:50 AM and went to Dollar Genral to inaugurate debit card. Got about $10 worth of stuff, back at 9 AM. Made ramen and eggs. At 10 AM called SS, found that I had apparently already had requested an express card to receive my payments to. Went out to the mail and there it was, along with a check for November. So that worry is over, except that I might want to transfer that to the RBFCU. But that is a concern for another month. Spent the rest of the day with it off my mind, watching ‘Sleepy Hollow’, reading Kipling, playing DQ8. At 2:30 PM I started frying taters, at 4 PM made fish and fed pets, at 5 PM had supper and continued frying taters until almost 7 PM. Kameron came out, and we finished watching ‘Hellboy’ until almost 9 PM. Went in, washed up, got a jug of water, prayed rosary, and hit the hay.

 

10/31/2020: Halloween, and the last day of October. And what a month it has been. It seems to have both dragged along and flown by, full of incident and anxious waiting between incidents, and small rejoicings.

Up about 6:20 AM. Prayers and Bible. Caught up diary, morning straightening. Coldish. I think I’ll take a shower before dressing and breakfast.

And so I did, having ramen for breakfast. Naught much in the forenoon, but a little after 12 I went in and got a pot and a can-opener and made a Taste of Thanksgiving for lunch. Cleaned up the back yard a bit at the same time Andy leaf-blew around the pool. At 4 PM they brought me four corndogs (it was 50 cent corn dog day at Sonic). At 5 PM I watched the Great Pumpkin DVD. Rosary about 7 PM and sent Kris Jerome “Halloween in Gothenberg” as a holiday remembrance. It’s now 7:44 PM, and something (not a cat) is screeching something awful on the left-hand side (not over the stream) and making the dogs barky. Posted some of ‘What Happened’ on NOT.

E-mail to John earlier: So Halloween 2020 is upon us, with a full moon (I think the first full moon on Halloween since the 40's), cool weather, and on a Saturday, all of which should make a perfect storm for the holiday, if it weren't for this dashed plague! AND no Great Pumpkin on network television for the first time in decades? What is the world coming to ...? Not that it matters to me, since I have my own DVD, and am way past trick-or-treating. But still. There is a fitness and a long-standing custom to these things.

To which he replied: For certain! This should have been a Halloween for the books! As it is, it is a sad contrast to a better time. On a short break, working tomorrow too, so a long slog to go until I can feel very optimistic about life a little.  Have a good Halloween, or the best one possible: we are still alive and kicking, eh?

Bed about 9 PM.


 

Sunday, October 26, 2025

'I am A Poor Man, It Is True'


“A poor man begged food at the Hall lately. The cook gave him some vermicelli soup. He ladled it about some time with the spoon, and then returned it to her, saying, ‘I am a poor man, it is true, and I am very hungry, but yet I cannot eat broth with maggots in it.’” - William Cowper (1731 – 1800)

Just a Typical End of the Month



 


Sunday being a natural time to examine my soul, it's often a little melancholy. I think about the things I've done, and what seems worse, what I have failed to do.  Church is a great solace, but it doesn't quite seem to absolve me from worldly duties; there is always some penance attached to that, and consequences that will come due in this world if not attended to. Also, the end of the month approaches. I have enough food to see me through, just not very good food. Grateful for the supplies, just not overjoyed with the selection (can you say cup noodles?). Well, first world problems, right? The weather, thank Heaven, has finally turned milder, with the rain laying some of the dust in the air. Though I do hear that the first cold front (predicted to happen in the middle of November) might bring snow! And 'at my back I always hear time's winged chariot hurrying near.'

Saturday, October 25, 2025

'Time Passes Slowly on the Weekend'


I have never been a fan of Garfield. I suppose he just came along too late to engage my affections; in fact, I might have simply rejected him as a perceived rival to my beloved Snoopy and friends. But there was this one strip from 1981 that did impress me. I clipped it out. It might have been more relevant last weekend. But I don't think an autumn has ever passed that I haven't thought of 'those iridescent flies of Fall.'

Passing Mood


As a result of the wine and the complete success of his discovery the scientist found himself in a slightly elevated mental condition. There was a tingling sensation in his veins. He felt as if something unusual were going to happen, that some remarkable adventure was already on its way to him. Ordinarily Mr Hawk, when thus assailed by this inexplicable exaltation of spirit, would have retired to his bed and endeavored there to return to reason through the medium of some abstruse scientific treatise, but to-night he was in no mood to share his bed with a book.

Across the dark tops of the trees a brute of a moon was casting bolts of golden gauze. An August night filled with haze and the scent of moistly breathing vegetation lay around him. Clouds scuttled across the sky and cavorted weirdly in a far-away wind only the lingering breath of which moved among the trees.

In front of him stretched the country and the night. His eyes followed the familiar path that twisted up a grassy slope and dipped into a grove of trees only to appear again on the margin of a cornfield. That path had a fascination for Mr. Hawk. He never grew tired of treading it—of thinking about it. To him it was like some huge serpent that never got anywhere but which in the fullness of time would move along to some dangerously enchanted place. Mr. Hawk was one of those persons who retain a keen awareness of the impressions and sensations of early youth. He still remembered a patch of sun-baked mud that had exerted over him a spell of attraction far stronger than the gardens and orchards surrounding his home. He could still recall the cracks in its tawny surface and the smooth, hot feel of it against the soles of his bare feet. The acrid, febrile smell of the weeds that flourished round its margin frequently drifted back to him from the past. This path had something of the same influence on his imagination. A whisper seemed to be running down it now, summoning him out to the woods and fields where unknown but pleasant things were waiting.

In obedience to some inner prompting he went back into the house. Unhesitatingly he descended to the cellar and returned presently with two bottles of Burgundy. For more than half a century these tubes of magic had lain under old dusty dimness dreaming of vineyards gratefully ripening beneath the far, fair skies of France.

***

Crossing the back lawn he passed through the fragrance of an old- fashioned garden and, opening a small white gate set in a hedge of box bushes, set out along the path. He had no definite destination in mind. He had hardly anything at all in mind save a floating, hazy sensation of well-being, an intimate relationship with the night and the world around him. All he knew was that he was going to some place and drink a lot of wine and, perhaps, sing a little to himself and the trees, if he felt so inclined.

On the summit of the hill he paused and looked back at his long rambling house sprawled peacefully out in sleep beneath the yellow flood of the moon. For a moment he stood silhouetted against the sky, a tall, lean figure of a man with two large bottles dangling at the ends of his arms—a rather enigmatic outline in the night. Then he dipped down into a grove of trees and became lost in the darkness piled up against their trunks. As he passed through the grove an expectant hush lay about him, a sort of breathless hesitation trembling on the verge of some strange revelation. But Mr. Hawk did not linger in the grove. For some blind reason he continued along the path. It was as if a muted voice at the end of it were endeavoring to get his ear. Presently the trees were left behind and, coming out into the full flood of the moon, he followed the course of the path as it circled a vast cornfield, and then, as if suddenly changing its mind, took a short cut through it.

Dark, keen-leafed stalks rose and rustled on either side of Mr. Hawk. He caught the pungent scent of corn silk and absently decided that he was inordinately fond of corn—preferably on the cob. He came upon a scarecrow, and on a mound beside the scarecrow a little tattered man was sitting. And the little tattered man was crying bitterly, his tear-stained face raised to the distinguished figure flapping against the stars.

Under ordinary circumstances the scientist would have been slightly mystified by this encounter. In his present all-embracing frame of mind it struck him as being the most natural thing in the world. Why shouldn't a little tattered man be sitting in a cornfield in the moonlight crying bitterly at a scarecrow?

- Thorne Smith, The Nightlife of the Gods


I read this in my junior year of high school, say ca. 1979 - 1980. That was a weird publishing time when Del Rey was scraping out the last of the classic (i. e., cheap)  Fantasy books. Perhaps there was some vague connection with the spirit of Thorne Smith books with the inauguration of the Eighties; at least I have felt one in retrospect. No barbarians or elves, but strange encroachments of the fantastic on 'modern' times. In this case a scientist has discovered a ray to bring Greek statues of the gods to life, who turn Prohibition Era America upside down. But not before finding a leprechaun and marrying a Fury. This little passage always impressed me, and I decided to quote it just as such a long drawn out season has just broken with rain and lightning.

Thursday, October 23, 2025

Friday Fiction: Slavery's Ghost (Part One)


Slavery's Ghost

 

     It was July of 1839. Robert Bellamy of the Department of Extranatural Affairs stood in a cemetery in Philadelphia in the early hours of the morning, next to the mound of a new-filled grave. Although the Fourth with its fireworks and guns was long past, the air still smelled of black powder, and in the heat and the haze that was already gathering, it seemed to him that the sky itself might catch fire at any moment.

     He took out an object that looked like a pocket watch, as was customary in this sort of Bureau affair. The dial was marked in twelve sections like the hours, but inside the case, instead of hands and a steadily ticking mechanism, a single wooden needle floated on a pool of mercury. He pushed the knob, releasing the needle: it floated lazily. He nodded in satisfaction and wrote a number down in a little notebook.

     Then Bob Bellamy did something that was not required Bureau procedure. He bent his head and said an earnest prayer for his deceased fellow investigator. Then he put his hat back on and left the grave, its copious floral tributes already withering in the hot, stagnant air.

     A half-hour later found him in the outskirts of the city, being guided up the stairs of a neat, modest three-story building by a neat modest maiden of thirty or so.

     "I hope you don't think I put Opa up here to get him out of the way," she panted, her broad fair face coloring with the effort. "This is the way he wanted it. He said it helped him think."

     "I completely understand, Miss Jandt. You're sure there are no family papers I might take away by accident?"

     "Ah, no, he put me in charge of all that years ago. Up here there is nothing but his work and his research library, and he told me it was all for the Bureau. What would I do with it?"

     She reached out and took his arm, stopping him. They had reached a door at the top of the stairs.

     "You will take care of it, won't you? For all the ten years since he retired, he worked on his files and analyses. His observations, his speculations, his conclusions. He talked of them constantly, though I never could make head or tail of it. All this will be preserved, won't it? It will be ... useful?"

     Bob smiled and patted her hand.

     "Ma'am, your father was one of the best agents we ever had. Mr. Frobisher, our first Director, spoke of him often, and held him up to our esteem as a model operative. I imagine his writings will be studied for decades to come. Set your mind at rest, Miss Jandt; his life was well-spent in service, and his legacy is secure in our hands."

     She relaxed and dropped her hand.

     "Then I will leave him to you," she said simply. "There is a bell by the door. Ring it when you are done, or if you need anything. Go gently among his remains, Mr. Bellamy." She turned and descended the dimness of the stairwell.

     Bob opened the door and stopped short. For a brief second it had seemed a ghostly figure hung before him; the next second it had resolved itself into a rather skillful portrait done in the Rembrandt style, hanging on the wall opposite. He would have laughed at himself if the occasion were not so solemn. It was obvious to him that he had been half-expecting some manifestation of just that kind.

     The picture was of Gus Jandt, exactly as he remembered the old man from years ago. A square head made squarer still by a prickly brush cut; piercing light eyes behind small, square steel spectacles perched on a broad blunt nose. An almost geometrically cut suit fell from his broad shoulders. The only bit of fancy among these severe planes was his neck-stock, that fell from his chin to his waistcoat like a waterfall plummeting between granite shelves.

     The room was well-lived in, but immaculately clean. Glass-enclosed bookcases, a trim roll-top desk with a wheeled padded chair, an iron stove in one corner, a bed like a camp cot with a small, sturdy table next to it. On the table, a pair of glasses, obviously the original of the portrait's, and an empty ceramic mug.

     Bob felt a wash of guilt, as if he were an intruder somehow caught in the sight of the spectacles. To cover this confused emotion, he went quickly over to the desk and settled down to business. The sooner he was done, the better. He opened a desk drawer.

     It was full of files, bound up and labeled. He had never seen more orderly kept records. They were classified by phenomenon, and each case marked Verified, Inconclusive, and Disproved. The Disproved were by far the thinnest cases but the most abundant category. All six of the desk drawers were full, but not crammed; they were, after all, only Jandt's own investigations. Bob thought of the files back at the Bureau and shook his head. They could certainly use a going over with the old man's method, but the idea of the labor involved made him shudder. He made a few more notes on his pad, then began to unpack the drawers onto the faded red carpet.

     When he got to the bottom of the fifth drawer, he stopped. There was a file, sitting hidden horizontally under the vertical dossiers. He drew it out, puzzled at the anomaly. There was no listing of phenomenon, no indication of its status. It was simply labeled "Tacenda," and under that, in neat red ink, "Burn This."

     Bob sat down in the wheeled chair, hunched forward, and considered the file in his hands. It was not particularly heavy. It was not sealed with wax; a flip of a string would undo it. Common decency dictated that it be destroyed unread. Professional curiosity urged that it be examined at least once. Bureau policy demanded it be turned over to the director, who would make his ruling on it. Bob sat perfectly still, hardly breathing, while his conscience struggled with the trilemma. The argument was shattered by a small crystal chime from his pocket.

     He drew out the little device and popped it open. It chimed again. He released the needle, and the wooden pin was suddenly twirling around on its mercury ocean like a top being unwound. He looked at in amazement. He had never seen one act quite like this before. It didn't look like it was ever going to slow down. He closed the case and carefully set it on the desk. He looked at the file.

     Bob wasn't sure, exactly, how the doohickey was supposed to work. All agents were issued one of them these days and told how to use them. But whether they reacted to some unknown dicta of the world around them, or to subtle messages from the agent himself, he had never been told. But the instructions were clear: if the needle moved, something interesting was afoot. Keep your eyes open and investigate.

     He unwound the thread, opened the file, and started to read.

 

     I am going to assume [it began] that if you are reading this you know something of the Department of Extranatural Affairs, or the Bureau of Shadows, as it is sometimes theatrically called. I will state for the record that I am Augustus A. Jandt, Agent Number #05 of the same, and have been an operative of the Department since its inception. This case and my conclusions are a personal memorandum of an investigation that was kept out of the official record, and I think, if you persist in reading it, you will discover why.

     I have no notes, but I recall well enough it was a day early in June in the year 1823. In our enterprise, there are certain busy times of the year, but I was enjoying the balmy lull between what we call the Darkest Days and the High Summer Madness. I was sitting in my office, amusing myself with a study of Olaus Magnus' Historia de Gentibus Septentrionalibus, when Mr. Ballentine Frobisher, my old friend, and the Director of the Department, entered without even a courtesy knock.

     "Prepare yourself," he told me, waving some letters high in the air. He plucked one out and handed it to me for inspection. It dripped with official vernissage. "For a trip to Charlottesville. Mr. Monroe's government is feeling the pinch and is questioning the necessity of continuing the Bureau. So we are going to see the President."

     "I beg your pardon," I said, "Would not a trip to Washington be in order then? I believe that is where President Monroe is at present."

     "I don't mean our current Caesar. I mean the President, the man who established our Bureau. We are going to Monticello to see Mr. Jefferson."

     "I do not understand the necessity of my presence," I replied. I do not enjoy travel, even under the most pleasant circumstances. "If Mr. Jefferson will not listen to you, who have such history with him, what could I possibly accomplish?"

     "This is where the mystery of Providence steps in to help us." He handed me a second letter; a simple paper folded twice. "Mr. Jefferson, our enlightened progenitor, our rationalist philosopher of natural law, is being haunted by a ghost."

     Frobisher looked at me, a grin twisting his sour face.

     "You, Gus, are my best investigator, and it is your efforts that can save or doom the Bureau."

(To Be Continued)

To Autumn, by John Keats


Season of mists and mellow fruitfulness,

   Close bosom-friend of the maturing sun;

Conspiring with him how to load and bless

   With fruit the vines that round the thatch-eves run;

To bend with apples the moss'd cottage-trees,

   And fill all fruit with ripeness to the core;

      To swell the gourd, and plump the hazel shells

   With a sweet kernel; to set budding more,

And still more, later flowers for the bees,

Until they think warm days will never cease,

      For summer has o'er-brimm'd their clammy cells.

 

Who hath not seen thee oft amid thy store?

   Sometimes whoever seeks abroad may find

Thee sitting careless on a granary floor,

   Thy hair soft-lifted by the winnowing wind;

Or on a half-reap'd furrow sound asleep,

   Drows'd with the fume of poppies, while thy hook

      Spares the next swath and all its twined flowers:

And sometimes like a gleaner thou dost keep

   Steady thy laden head across a brook;

   Or by a cyder-press, with patient look,

      Thou watchest the last oozings hours by hours.

 

Where are the songs of spring? Ay, Where are they?

   Think not of them, thou hast thy music too,—

While barred clouds bloom the soft-dying day,

   And touch the stubble-plains with rosy hue;

Then in a wailful choir the small gnats mourn

   Among the river sallows, borne aloft

      Or sinking as the light wind lives or dies;

And full-grown lambs loud bleat from hilly bourn;

   Hedge-crickets sing; and now with treble soft

   The red-breast whistles from a garden-croft;

      And gathering swallows twitter in the skies.


Italics mine.

Wednesday, October 22, 2025

Mom Remembered


Mom has been gone for 9,497 days, or 26 years. I think of how Elijah (maybe Isabel?), Kelsey and Kaitlyn knew her, and how Kameron, Joey, and Morgandy didn’t, except from anecdotes and remembrances. And now the great-grandkids, Ollie and Julia, will probably know even less about her. That seems a shame; by all rights she should still be alive, only about 83. If the Niche lasts long enough and they have any interest, I hope they can find out a fair bit about her here. I don’t think I’ve ever written any mother that didn’t have a healthy dash of Mom in her, from Ma in Deacon’s Peak to Olind, Roth’s mother. I wonder what it would be like to know about my own great-grandparents. I did meet Omama, Pop’s grandma, when I was very young, too young to ask many questions. And all memories of the loved dead grow dimmer and dimmer, with fewer people to ask about them or reminisce with about them with every passing year.

Tuesday, October 21, 2025

Nineteen Years Ago Today


Nineteen years ago today my brother Mike passed away. I can't think of anything more I want to say about him at this time (there is plenty here on the Niche). Just want to say that I miss him and love him and to mark the day. Keeping my eyes open for any signs. I often seem to get them on this day.

The Lord of the Rings: The Ride of the Rohirrim (Part 4 and Last)


The Tale

It is night. The host of Rohan ride along the road on either side, and now turn southward along the side of Mindolluin. They can see the red glow of the assault on the distant Minas Tirith. They are getting close to the distant outer wall (Rammas) and it is not yet day.

King Theoden leads the way and Merry (who is riding with Dernhelm), notices the Rider is slowly leaving the company of Elfhelm to ride closer to the King until they are at the rear of his guard. Suddenly scouts approach the King to report.

There are fires all around Minas Tirith, with the foes swarming all about. But they seem concentrated on the assault, with few on the approaches to City, and those heedless with wanton destruction.

One of the scouts, Widfara, reminds Theoden of Ghan-buri-Ghan’s words. He too feels a change in the wind from the South, bearing a faint tang of the sea. The wind is turning. When they reach the wall, it will be dawn above the reeking pall. The morning, he concludes hopefully, will bring new things.

Theoden blesses him with the hope of long life, if he speaks truly. He issues his commands with a loud clear voice.

‘Now is the hour come, Riders of the Mark, sons of Eorl! Foes and fire are before you, and your homes far behind. Yet, though you fight upon an alien field, the glory that you reap there shall be your own forever. Oaths ye have taken: now fulfill them all, to lord and land and league of friendship!’

The men clash their spears on their shields in acknowledgement and Theoden give his order. He and Eomer shall lead an eored (company), with Dernhelm and Grimbold with eored on either side. All other companies shall follow as they can and strike where needed. No other plan can be made now, for they don’t know how things are on the field. ‘Forth now, and fear no darkness!’

They leave as quickly as they can; it is still dark, no matter what changes Widfara feels. Merry holds on behind Derhelm with one hand and tries to loosen his sword in its sheath. He remembers bitterly Theoden’s question what he would do in such a battle.  ‘Just this,’ he thought: ‘encumber a rider, and hope at best to stay in my seat and not be pounded to death by galloping hoofs!’

It's only a league to the out-walls, and there are brief cries as the few looting orcs there are surprised and swept away. At the ruin of the north-gate in the wall Theoden halts and the riders draw around him. Ten miles away they can see the great blaze around Minas Tirith surrounded by a great crescent of flame surrounding it, the outer line not a league away. Merry, gazing out upon it from behind Dernhelm, can see no hope of morning of feel any wind of change.

The host of Rohan moves silently spreading into the field of Gondor, like a tide breaching a dike, but the enemy doesn’t raise any alarms. It seems the Black Captain is too focused on the falling city to notice them yet. The King leads the host a little east to get past the fires and then they halt again.

Burning is in the air and ‘a very shadow of death.’ The horses are uneasy. Theoden sits on his horse Snowmane and gazes on the agony of Minas Tirith. He seems suddenly stricken by dread and doubt and weighed down by age. Merry feels horror and doubt settling on him.

‘They were too late! Too late was worse than never! Perhaps Theoden would quail, bow his old head, turn, slink away to hide in the hills.’

Then Merry feels it at last, a definite wind blowing from the south, breaking the pall of shadow and allowing a glimmer of light! But in the city there is a sudden flash like lightning, lighting up the white tower ‘like a glittering needle’ then closing in into darkness. A rolling boom comes over the field.

At the sound Theoden springs erect again. He cries in a loud voice, clearer than any there have ever heard.

Arise, arise, Riders of Theoden!

Fell deeds awake: fire and slaughter!

spear shall be shaken, shield shall be splintered,

a sword-day, a red day, ere the sun rises!

Ride now, ride now! Ride to Gondor!

He grabs a horn from Guthlaf his banner-bearer and sounds a blast that bursts the trumpet. All the horns of Rohan are lifted up, ‘like a storm upon the plain and a thunder in the mountains.’



Theoden springs forward and his banner, a white horse on a green field, flies in the wind, but he outpaces it. He outpaces all his men, even Eomer with ‘white horsetail on his helm' floating with his speed. The first eored roars like a wave breaking on the shore but Theoden cannot be overtaken.



‘Fey he seemed, or the battle-fury of his fathers ran like new fire in his veins, and he was borne up on Snowmane like a god of old, even as Orome the Great in the battle of the Valar when the world was young. His golden shield was uncovered, and lo! It shone like an image of the Sun, and the grass flamed into green about the white feet of his steed. For morning came, morning and a wind from the sea; and darkness was removed, and the hosts of Mordor wailed, and terror took them, and they fled, and died, and the hoofs of wrath rode over them. And then all the host of Rohan burst into song, and they sang as they slew, and the sound of their singing that was fair and terrible came even to the City.’

Bits and Bobs

Widfara = ‘wide-farer, far traveller.’

Guthlaf = ‘guth = battle + laf = leave’ or one who survives a battle, not someone who runs away

Orome = ‘the sound of horns blowing’. He was the Huntsman of the Valar (gods, more or less, not THE God). The battle may have been the first one after the Elves had awakened and Morgoth, the first Dark Lord, was taken to be imprisoned in Valinor.

Fey = Fey: fey • \FAY\ • adjective. 1 : marked by a foreboding of death or calamity 2 a : marked by an otherworldly air or attitude b : crazy, touched.” Fey is a Scottish word denoting something doomed or fated, and therefore partaking of a heedless nature, caring not for consequences.

The lightning and boom is obviously the breaking of the Gate of Gondor.

This is one of the most Old English parts of the book, from the battle-fury (berserk?) to the Anglo-Saxon meter of the verses. But, as Tom Shippey has pointed out, the Anglo-Saxons had no tradition of fighting en masse on horseback.

The lightning and boom is obviously the breaking of the Gate of Gondor.



Even the Peter Jackson films cannot not help but show the glory of the charge of the Rohirrim, deglamorizing of the joy of battle as they try to be. Don't get me wrong, I love the films, but they go far in their efforts to debunk martial heroism. Tolkien also shows the cost of war and such heroics later, but he does not deny the exhilaration of fighting in a good cause against terrible odds. 

You can't really summarize this part without very large direct quotations. It is a section that has a recording of Tolkien reading it aloud. Like a bard.

Monday, October 20, 2025

The Shadow Library: The Vicar of Wakefield


The Vicar of Wakefield by Oliver Goldsmith was much touted in its time as a novel of suffering virtue rewarded. Here is the anecdote surrounding its publication that Samuel Johnson related to James Boswell:

“I received one morning a message from poor Goldsmith that he was in great distress, and, as it was not in his power to come to me, begging that I would come to him as soon as possible. I sent him a guinea, and promised to come to him directly. I accordingly went as soon as I was dressed, and found that his landlady had arrested him for his rent, at which he was in a violent passion: I perceived that he had already changed my guinea, and had a bottle of Madeira and a glass before him. I put the cork into the bottle, desired he would be calm, and began to talk to him of the means by which he might be extricated. He then told me he had a novel ready for the press, which he produced to me. I looked into it and saw its merit; told the landlady I should soon return; and, having gone to a bookseller, sold it for sixty pounds. I brought Goldsmith the money, and he discharged his rent, not without rating his landlady in a high tone for having used him so ill.”




Twenty Piece Expansion Pack






















Of course, I couldn’t leave a 20 Books List alone. I had to make a follow-up list of close candidates. Sprawling novels, cultural touchstones, multi-volume tomes, assorted anthologies, and reference books. I’ll probably make a third list of ten or so especially outrĂ© entries of books rare and unusual. Such lists are ultimately useless, but fascinating to me.

1. The Annotated Dracula

2. The Adventures of Langdon St. Ives

3. A Treasury of the Familiar

4. The Life of Samuel Johnson

5. Collected Fictions

6. Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell

7. Walt Disney’s Story Land

8. The Selected Writings of Lafcadio Hearn

9. One Hundred Years of Solitude

10. The Pickwick Papers

11. The Annotated Wind in the Willows

12. Tristram Shandy

13. Little, Big

14. The Annotated Hobbit

15. An Encyclopedia of Fairies

16. Dictionary of Phrase and Fable

17. Magic Mirrors

18. Mere Christianity

19. The Pyrates

20. The Essential Man-Thing