Well, for a start, this shall be the home for my Biographical Inventory of Books. After that, who knows?
Wednesday, November 30, 2022
"Kren" Part 20: A Change of Perspective
“Come,
child, we must see your mother.”
My
mother? Kren wondered helplessly as he was propelled forward by the steady claw
of the elder. Then they were through the door, and he suddenly realized where
he was.
It
was the back room of the Guesthouse, dimly lit and furnished with one shaggy
pallet of hay. He knew it intimately, having repaired it several times over the
years; to his workman’s eye there was no mistaking it. But it was nowhere near
as cavernous as it appeared. Suddenly his perspective swirled, and he saw how
things really were. The room seemed to shrink and the giant Morgs became of
normal size. It was he who was smaller.
That
realization happened in a split second. Then his entire attention focused on
the figure lying on the straw.
For
years Kren would have sworn that he had no memory of his mother. But his heart
gave a shattering cry of recognition as he looked at the tossing, groaning
Morgess writhing under the patched blanket that barely covered her body. He ran
eagerly to her side, but stopped just short in fear.
Tuesday, November 29, 2022
'The Region of the Summer Stars'
THE REGION OF THE SUMMER STARS
The Moon was sinking in the West;
Her face was pinched and drawn.
The Sun was rising in the East;
His face was pale and wan.
Between was seen, as from afar,
The Region of the Summer Star.
An Elf came walking from the wood:
His face was glad and fair.
The sheen of elven-light was seen
Glimmering in his hair,
And in his arms he bore along
A harp, on which he played a song:
"Far over the roaring ocean,
Far from this shore, there lies
The distant land of Elvenhome
Beneath the northern skies.
Fair Elvenhome! A guiding star
To those who wander here afar!
"White ships may cross the foaming waves
But I will tarry here
Amid the dales and hidden caves
Close by the misty mere.
I'll dwell upon the water's side
And near the shady woods abide,
"Until the pools are sheathed in ice
And brown leaves are falling;
When I hear, in the winter's night,
The white owl's deep calling.
Then I will turn my gaze afar
Toward the Region of the Star."
[I wrote this poem and drew the picture I think in my senior year of high school or soon thereafter. I hadn't read the Charles Williams book, but I'd heard the phrase.]
Monday, November 28, 2022
"Kren" Part 19: Forgetteries
“Look,”
Kren began, starting to stand up, but a wave of dizziness suddenly took his
head, and he dropped back heavily into his chair. He blinked. The room seemed
to him to be expanding, or that he himself was growing smaller. The
surroundings blurred and oozed, and he squeezed his eyes shut against the
reeling discoordination. He clutched his head.
“What
did you do! What’s going on?” he barked, and out of the darkness beyond his
pressed eyelids he heard an utterly unfamiliar voice.
“She’s
dying.”
His
eyes flew open.
Kren
was no longer surrounded by the low darkened walls of the familiar workshop,
but instead looked on a lofty, wooden chamber. It was brilliantly lit on all
sides by several lamps, familiar in design but unusually large. But what really
astounded him were the other Morgs.
Kren
had always imagined that any Morg would look like more or less like himself
except perhaps for his discoloring stain. Nothing could be more different than
the pair that loomed before him now. One was old, thin as a fencepost, with a
mahogany face that looked like a mask set in the wilderness of his white hair
and beard. The other was muscular but fat, but the bags of skin hanging from
his arms argued that he had once been fatter still. His beard was a foxy red
that almost blended away into the scarlet stain that was already blooming on
his face.
But
the most shocking thing was that they looked to be about eight feet tall.
“We’re
all dying,” rumbled the fat one. “Some just faster than the others. The
townsmen are already digging a hole for Rist and Trell.”
“Avert!”
The old one sketched a hasty sign in the air. “You never know the Will of Morlakar!
Don’t go buying trouble, Ferrit.”
“And
yet you say that she’s dying,” the other pointed out.
“The
last signs are on her.” The old Morg stroked his white beard sorrowfully. “It
takes no prophet to judge her future. Come. We must do what is necessary.” He
turned and crooked a finger. “You. Child. Come with me! You shall bear Witness.”
Without
any remembrance of rising, Kren found himself on his feet and stumbling
wide-eyed and mute towards the towering pair. He felt as if he had no choice.
“Do
you really think he’s old enough, Pon?” the red one asked.
The
old Morg shrugged.
“What
choice is there?” There was watery pity in his eyes. “Besides, it may be his
last chance …” He didn’t finish the thought, but instead took Kren’s shoulder
with a firm hand and began guiding him to the door that suddenly loomed behind
them.
“Come,
child, we must see your mother.”
Saturday, November 26, 2022
Thanksgiving Aftermath
The grass was green, the winter grass,
as green as spring was new.
The road was empty, swept and clean,
except for me and you.
The light was clear, the golden light,
and long the sunbeams lay
As you and I went walking
on that far November day.
We had our canes, our India canes,
that we bought as a pair;
We tramped the highway tapping them
with hardly any care.
We talked of things, of future things,
and things of futures past
And the day was decked in joy
and the day went by too fast.
The times we had, times long ago,
now long ago are gone
And memories fade as colors fade
and fading are undone;
But I shall find, and finding know,
and knowing shall remember
This poem I wrote, wrote of us two,
and a day in November.
Friday, November 25, 2022
New Toys That I've Wanted 10: Odd Ones Out and Entire Lines