Sunday, August 31, 2025

Way Up Yonder Above the Sky


Buckeye Jim

Way up yonder above the sky
A bluebird lived in a jaybird's eye

Buckeye Jim, you can't go
Go weave and spin, you can't go
Buckeye Jim

Way up yonder above the moon
A blue jay nest in a silver spoon

Buckeye Jim, you can't go
Go weave and spin, you can't go
Buckeye Jim

Way down yonder in a wooden trough
An old woman died of the whoopin' cough

Buckeye Jim, you can't go
Go weave and spin, you can't go
Buckeye Jim

Way down yonder in a hollow log
A red bird danced with the green bullfrog

Buckeye Jim, you can't go
Go weave and spin, you can't go
Buckeye Jim

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9jzyPLgKIyU&list=RD9jzyPLgKIyU&start_radio=1

Well, it’s the last day of August and a Sunday at that. Time seems to be standing still on it’s tippy-toes, gazing down the slide of the rest of the year. I don’t feel like doing anything but eating mustard potato salad and wondering if we’ll be doing anything special for Labor Day tomorrow. Buckeye Jim seems to be just the lazy, dreamy, melancholy sort of lullaby for the day.

Saturday, August 30, 2025

Edward Ardizzone


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G91nlxrx_vQ

I ran across this little YouTube essay on Edward Ardizzone almost by accident and realized I had at least four books that had been illustrated by him. I have to say he’s kind of moved into a pantheon of illustrators whose work will always commend the book they decorate at least a preliminary glance. He has become filed into the same category of Ernest H. Shepard and Pauline Baynes for me. Maybe not as highly ranked there, but rather like though better than Nora S. Unwin.





Friday, August 29, 2025

Friday Fiction: Guest Poet Susan (when a child, with maybe some help from Mike)


VIDEO GAME CYCLE

 

I. "Donkey Kong"

     I like to play "Donkey Kong"

     Even if it goes Dong.

     It is very fun to play.

     Even though it wastes my pay.

 

II. "PAC MAN"

     I like to play "PAC MAN."

     Even though it is like an open can.

     It is very fun to play.

     Even though it wastes my pay.

 

III. "MS. PAC MAN"

     I like to play "MS. PAC MAN."

     Even though it is like an open can.

     It is very fun to play.

     Even though it wastes my pay.



Thursday, August 28, 2025

Thursday Thoughts: The Tale of a Tiger?


I was taking the local A.R.T. bus to HEB to pick up some stuff from the pharmacy (a trek I make every three or four weeks, usually because at the end of the month I don't have the funds for a delivery), a voyage that takes me about 2 1/2 hours to complete. It used to be driven by the genial Mr. Wade, but he has been more or less phased out after a heart attack, and now the cheerful Ms. Chantel has taken over the route. Now Wade had a stuffed tiger in the window of the bus as sort of a mascot, rather sun-faded from the years, and it remains faithfully in the window. Now it's been months since the changeover, and I'd never thought about the stuffed animal before, but on this round I happened to be thinking about the fact. Suddenly, just at the moment the thought occurred to me, another bus regular, an elderly man I'll call Bob, piped up, making small talk with the bus-driver as he does, and mentioned out of nowhere, "That tiger belonged to Wade."

Now I wasn't particularly focused on the toy, and it hadn't moved or done anything to draw attention to it. Just coincidence? Thought transference? The AI universe just kicking up an ad? I was a little ... well, I won't say stunned or amazed, but certainly surprised and momentarily intrigued. Than I almost immediately forgot it. After all, as significant as they sometimes seem, what do such phenomena mean and what can you do with them? It may be some sort of natural power, but it seems a rather stupid and pointless power. But it again leaves one with the feeling that things are stranger than can be explained. Sometimes this seems a world of small wonders.

Tuesday, August 26, 2025

The Lord of the Rings: The Siege of Gondor (Part 10)


The Tale

Meanwhile, all during that day Faramir lies burning with fever in his chamber in the White Tower, and rumors that he is dying spread through Minas Tirith, further disheartening the defenders. Pippin must stand by and watch as Denethor stands by Faramir’s bed, seeming to grow old before his eyes, his mind seemingly overthrown. ‘He saw tears on that once tearless face, more unbearable than wrath.’

Pippin finally asks him not to weep, and if he has asked Gandalf for help?

‘Comfort me not with wizards!’ Gandalf’s plan has failed and the Enemy has the Ring now. The Stewards House is over. Whatever remnants of Numenor survive will skulk in the hills, ruled by ‘lesser men.’

People come to the chamber, begging him to come and help them, but he will not leave his son’s side. ‘Follow whom you will, even the Grey Fool, though his hope has failed. Here I stay.’

So it is that Gandalf takes command of the City. He walks along the wall from north to south, bringing hope with him, lifting hearts. With him goes the Prince of Dol Amroth in shining mail, still holding his head up like a Lord of the West. But once they have passed the shadows close in upon them again, and day darkens into a desperate night, fires raging in the first circle of the City. Few remain at their posts there, most fleeing beyond the second gate.

‘Far behind the battle the River had been swiftly bridged, and all day more force and gear of war had poured across.’ Heedless of loss they pour through until they are massing at the wall, unchecked by the few defenders left. The dark captain calls for the siege-towers to be brought forward.

Desperate messengers break in upon Denethor’s gloom. They tell him of their desperate need. The people want their Lord and Steward; not everyone will follow the wizard. They are running and leaving the walls unmanned.

Denethor says they might as well stay and burn, for burn they all must. He’s going to his funeral pyre himself. ‘No tomb for Denethor and Faramir! … We will burn like heathen kings before ever a ship sailed hither from the West. The West has failed. Go back and burn!’ The messengers flee without a word.

Denethor releases Faramir’s hand. Faramir is already burning, consumed by fever. The Steward turns and looks at Pippin. He bids the hobbit farewell and releases him from his service. One last task, summoning the lord’s servants, and he may go and die as he sees fit, even following the wizard who’s meddling brought him to doom.

But Pippin will not say farewell, or willingly leave Denethor’s service. He will go and see Gandalf, who is no fool. Pippin ‘will not think of dying until [Gandalf] despairs of life.’ But if the enemy comes at last to the Citadel, he means to stand by the Steward’s side and perhaps earn the arms he has given him.

‘Do as you will, Master Halfling!’ said Denethor. ‘But my life is broken. Send for my servants!’ He turned back to Faramir.

 

Notes

Pippin keeps his Oath to the Steward, though Denethor has broken his ‘oath of office’ to defend the City.

What exactly does Denethor mean by the ‘heathen kings’? Does he just mean the wild men who ‘lived on the heath’ without town or tower, or does he mean that they did not revere Eru and the Lords of the West, the Valar? In any event they burned their dead, even as pre-Christian Rome or the Norse barbarians did in our world. Such practices were considered ‘heathen’ in both worlds. The preferred method in Gondor seems to have been ‘the long slow sleep of death embalmed.’ The Numenorean skills of embalming were developed to a high degree, another one of their efforts to cheat death.

On a side note, Dwarves preferred entombment in stone, but there were so many killed after the Battle of Azanulbizar (where they avenged Thror, Thorin’s grandfather) that they had to resort to funeral pyres. It denuded the Dimrill Dale of all trees, and led to the boast of an ancestor, ‘he was a burned Dwarf.’

In Peter Jackson’s movie, Gandalf gains command just by knocking Denethor out. In the book, as you can see, Denethor abdicates his authority in despair and grants Gandalf a sort of backhanded command.

Denethor’s comment that ‘Mean (lowly) folk shall rule the last remnant of the Kings of Men’ hints that he has knowledge of the approach of Aragorn, and doesn’t think much of his claims.

I can never think of that line ‘The West has failed’ without hearing it in William Conrad’s croaky voice in the Rankin-Bass version of The Return of the King.


Monday, August 25, 2025

2020 Diary: The Last Days of August


8/22/20: Up at 6:30 AM, prayed, shaved, and Bible. Kelsey and Ryan are supposed to come this weekend, and the Babels visit today. I’m going to try to finish at least that half page now, and then the 2 later this morning, after a bout of DQ8. I must get that Gringham whip!

Just looked out at 8 AM: it’s raining and grumbling with thunder. It looks like one of those rains that just settles in. So much for our hopes of outside frolics! Still, now I am just a page short of my 20 pages. Excelsior!

The rain cleared up, the sun came out, and by the afternoon all was well. Played tons of DQ8, ate nothing, and finished the page. I peeked out about 4 PM and Susan and Kelsey were cleaning up the outside table. K&R had come in last night at about 11 PM already. I gave Susan my old Dobie pad to use on the table. About 5 PM the Babels arrived, I quickly made cheese spread and hot cheese dip, they put jalapeno poppers in the oven, and Ryan fired up the grill for hot dogs, sausages, and boudin. I read John my new 20 pages out loud. We all ate outside and had a good visit. There was swimming in the pool (including K&R dog, Goose). John and I did not swim. Ryan’s cousin was here for a while. Afterwards there was a new tourney of [Scattergories? That game we always play], on a new machine with new updated words. At 11:30 PM we all rose, and adjourned for the night, having enjoyed gossip, old jokes, and good company. I came in, prayed my Rosary, and played DQ8 until well past 1 AM.

 

8/23/2020: As it was, I stayed up until 4 AM. Still woke up at about 8 AM. Prayers, Bible, Youtube church. Played DQ8 until 1 PM, went in and checked about lunch, which we ate at 2 PM. Kelsey and Ryan packed up and headed home, and I laid down and slept until 8 PM. Up and played even MORE DQ8, getting to bed about … 2 AM? My body just feels terrible and creaky, and much pain, especially in my right knee.

 

8/24/2020: Really up at 7:45 AM, with Andy at the door about making eggs. Prayers, Bible. Shower, and posts for NOT. At 9 AM started wash and boiled eggs. It’s now 10 AM, and time for DQ8, with wash change at 10:15 AM. DQ8 between all times. Got the wash about 1 PM, made broccoli salad from 2 – 3 PM. At 4 PM started supper – fish cakes and couscous – then in and more DQ8. Went in at 9 PM and washed up; Susan said I could eat whatever leftovers from the weekend I wanted. Rosary at 10 PM. Played until about 11 PM, then bed, feeling lousy and knee hurting.

 

8/25/2020: Up at 7:30. Prayers, Bible. Dressed, blogged, and did clean-up, prep, and search for new posts. Now it’s 8:40 AM, so back to DQ8 for a bit until breakfast at 9 AM. Tortillas, chili, and cheese, here I come!

Ate a hearty breakfast, then on to DQ8. Obsessed me all day, getting through Rhapthorne the firefly, Rhapthorne the fat geezer, and even the Lord of the Dragovians. At lunch had some hot dip. Prayed rosary. At 3:30 PM went in, took care of the pets, then started on sausage and cabbage and taters. Kam came in about 7:30 PM and we watched a Mystie [Mystery Science Theater 3000], then in at about 9 PM. I washed up. Back out once more, played DQ8, then stopped after Dragovians to get the pictures for tomorrow’s NOT, which were many as they are Terry Pratchett. Got a ton of covers, then had to put them in the right order and rearrange my list in the BIB, and that took me 2 and ½ hours, and it’s now 3 AM! Curse my obsessive cumpulsivery. It’s already TOMORROW!

 

8/26/2020: Dredged myself out of bed at 7:30 AM, prayers, Bible, got dressed. I had been having a depressing dream about having to do school all over again starting at first grade; my teachers were frustrated too. Gathered material and did all my posts for NOT. Now it’s 8:35 AM. Just heard the hawks screaming outside; is it a presage of fall?

The day went along: finished off the cheese spread and hot dip. Played DQ8 but slowing down a bit, interspersing it with reading “The Prince and the Pauper” (hereinafter PP).  Twain was a sentimental cynic, and rather infatuated with gorgeous pageantry, however much he pretends to denigrate it. Made chicken and rice with broccoli and mushrooms for supper. “Uncle Giggles” on The Flintstones today. Rosary about 7:30 PM. Went in and washed about 8:30 PM. Spent the evening updating NOT into all extra-large pictures from 9 to 11 PM; all part of my OCD. Tomorrow should start the Tolkien paperbacks and have the last of the DVD Library.

 

8/27/2020: All the usual things today. Except that I made stuffed peppers and baked potatoes for supper, unfortunately forgetting the corn on the cob, because it didn’t strike my memory because of the “usual combo” nature of the meal. I really am a creature of habit. Kam came in and we watched the first episode of “Cowboy Bebop”. Watched a show on Aunt Ursula [K. LeGuin] on American Masters; she remains as enigmatic as ever, and I now see her as bending in the societal waves like a martial arts master (mistress?).

 

8/28/2020: All the usual things today. Worked on NOT and played DQ8. Kept hoping John would come by with $20 for 20 pages, but nay.

 

8/29/2020: Much the same, until this evening when Kaitlyn came over. She’s dyed her hair BLONDE (just like Nanny, Mom, and Susan before her – what a tradition!). They’d bought Wing Stop and gave me a goodly amount of fries and chicken tenders. Legs feeling a little better today.

 

8/30/2020: August STILL not over. Up about 5:30 AM. Prayers, Bible, rosary, then FB church (Father Greg is back). Then kept posting on NOT all morning, about 15 different posts so far. Went in a little after noon for a couple of deviled eggs and the leftover bananas. Did I mention I’m all out of medicine? No-one has won the lottery yet, so that’s good. Right now, it’s a little after 2 PM. At 4 PM I got the brilliant idea to catalog and write a guide to every box, bin, tin, and drawer in the house. Did about half, pausing at the Wall of Bins to call John. Started watching Deadpool 2, and then tucked into the bins. Finished at about 11:15 PM; now I just have to put it all back. Still haven’t located my other games, which was one reason I started the project. Is it just possible they’re in the file case holding up the black shelf – do I have to check to make sure? At least I now know where they AREN’T. Midnight, and everything’s back, except I can’t get the drawers to close correctly on Kelsey’s dresser. Try to fix it tomorrow. Time to shower and hit the hay.

 

8/31/2020: The Last Day of August. Up at 6 AM, prayers and Bible. Ate a banana. I should never lack potassium, anyway. Got to check one or two further things (never ASSUME) and then start the daily rounds for Monday again. Whee! Found out that the file case holding the little black shelf is the one with cassettes (in other words, NOT empty) and that my Kingdom Hearts game was in the big chest under the dragon. That means I DID give Kam his DQ8 game back, and that’s what I’ve been playing. But where are my memory cards? Almost 9 AM and time to start the wash.

Now 10 AM, and I have boiled the eggs and made the egg salad. Apparently, I am to make cucumber salad this week, and I am glad. My labors of last night have tired me considerably. I did get one comment on NOT: my old friend from POB, Nathan. He always has something to say about Oz. A 10:15 AM I shall change the wash, and then maybe try for a nap.

So the day proceeded much as usual. Started playing a little Kingdom Hearts. Made fish cakes and couscous for supper. Made little adjustments to stuff here and there; but taking it easy. At 10 PM said rosary.

 

Notes

I loved and love Dragon Quest 8; it is one of my favorite time wasters. Just roaming through the overworld was one of my favorite past-times, getting the view and discovering odd nooks. I wish I had another PS2 to play it on.

The last weeks of August have always been a time of family gatherings. Also, my diary entries get a little telegraphic as the temperature rises. That bin directory has been rather useful over the years, saving me quite a bit of trouble. Been? Bin? I made a funny!


 

Sunday, August 24, 2025

On We Go


I’m feeling much better, thank you. I am definitely out of my depression phase. It was mainly thanks to John of course, and the writing project he got me onto, but I think helping take care of my niece’s dogs for the weekend pulled me out the last few feet. Something about having the responsibility of another creature in your care really gives you a purpose, takes you out of your own little selfish consideration. Makes you remember the broader meaning of life.  In a strange way, Maverick and Goose (the dogs) have become emotional support animals. I was worried I might not be up to handling them, but we’re getting along fine, so far. Can hardly get them to sit still together for a photo, though.

Saturday, August 23, 2025

The Shadow Library? Or the Memory of a Memory?


A Baroque Fable – July 1, 1986

by Chelsea Quinn Yarbro (Author)

Accompanied by his bored sister, Princess Felicia, Prince Andre of Alabaster-on-Gelasta embarks on his first dragon hunt, but his intended quarry is not really a dragon, but rather a serving girl enchanted by her employer, Alfreida the witch. - Amazon

Chelsea Quinn Yarbro (born September 15, 1942) is an American writer. She is known for her series of historical horror novels about the vampire Count Saint-Germain [started pre-Twight and even pre-Anne Rice]. – Wikipedia

I was watching a Youtube about 70’s - 80’s fantasy when this little volume popped up and rang a few faint bells through the dusty corridors of my mind. Was I only considering buying it during a dry spell of available books, or did I buy it and get rid of it so soon that it made hardly an impression on memory? But it made some impression, if only for the Carl Lundgren cover; he was an artist who made me deliberate over any book, even his lesser productions, if only for a little bit. I understand that Yarbro is still alive, if undergoing some health problems and advanced age. Never popped on any of her other books (if I did indeed on this one) but she was always ... around.

Friday, August 22, 2025

Friday Fiction: Rewrites, Rewrites


Chapter Two: The Autumn Festival

 

          When Koppa woke up the next morning, he wished he hadn’t. The morning was colder than he had expected; the wind overnight seemed to have turned the year into premature winter. He lay a moment on his pallet, breathing in the chilly dry smell of the earthen floor, then in an instant of resolve threw the blanket off. He stood up, dancing a little jig, and drew his clothes on.

          Even before he entered the main room, he could feel the emptiness of the house. When he came into the kitchen in search of breakfast, he found a rough parchment note hanging conspicuously over the chimney’s mantle, anchored under a chipped cup. He removed it and read, in the old wizard’s spiky handwriting:

          “An idea occurred to me in the early hours of the morning. I must go and explore it. Pack up your things and go into the city to see your folks for the festival. Close up the house. This may take quite some time. Expect me when you see me.”

          Koppa stared at the note for a while, then crumpled it and threw it into the fireplace. Very well. He had been meaning to leave today anyway, and this meant an earlier start and more time with his foster family. He stirred the gray ashes before him, dousing them with water from the kitchen cistern. He ate a cold breakfast of milk and buttered bread, which finished all the fresh food in the house. Then he treated the fire in the main room in the same way as he had in the kitchen.

It did not take him long to get ready. Dunwolf had a philosophy that a wizard shouldn’t have a great deal of personal property to weigh him down; even the house and most of its appurtenances were held from an owner in Ravenglast. Koppa had adopted this attitude, and a spare shirt or two wrapped in his blanket for a pack tied round with a twist of rope concluded most of his preparation. He hung his knife on his belt, and then there was only his pouch to fix on the other side.

Apart from his small hoard of copper coins, of which he seldom had need but which might prove useful at the Festival, the pouch held what the old wizard called his unmagical charms. There was a waterworn stone with a hole in it, a snail shell of unusual size and thickness, one perfect shining raven’s feather that he had caught as it fell from the sky, and one of the enormous acorns from the Ravenglast tree, big as an egg. They were worthless but comforting somehow, and Koppa had a superstitious attachment to them that all Dunwolf’s gentle mockery could not quash. Besides, they were pretty.

He laced the thongs tightly and felt the comforting weight of the pouch at his side. Now he felt ready for whatever the day would bring.

After a final glance around the house, Koppa stepped out the door and turned to face the tumbledown dwelling. Arms spread wide, he secured the place with a simple little spell, not very powerful but enough to keep the bugs and beasties from coming in and invading the potato bin or tearing apart the old books for a nest. He reached out and felt the reassuring tingle of the magic as he touched the door. Satisfied, he turned and headed down the hill and into Ravenglast.

The sun had not got quite over the horizon and the streets were still a little shadowy, with lights streaming out of scattered windows here and there. Koppa passed hurrying figures in the greyness, but none too busy not to wish him “Happy Harvest!” or remark briskly “A cold one this year, ain’t it?” to which he cheerfully replied as appropriate. His spirits rose with the growing light until he happily found himself standing before his foster-family’s home.

It was a modest enough place, but tidy and well-cared for. Some folks had moved into the grander houses which stood empty after the destruction years ago, but Retta had more common sense. Those people, even some with bigger families, haunted the cavernous dwellings which they could not keep up as they were slowly falling to ruin. Retta, who had served as maid to Koppa’s mother, ran their house like a trim ship.

The boy slipped noiselessly around to the back of the house, where he was just in time to see the kitchen lantern blown out in the increasing dawn. Quietly he entered the open door and stood a moment as his eyes adjusted.

His foster-mother was standing at the wash basin, rinsing off a few last dishes, thoroughly engaged in her work, humming. He watched her silently for a moment. Her hair was prematurely grey, but she still stood erect and commanding, her arm and legs muscle working as she scrubbed a huge ladle, throwing her weight from one foot to another. How many times had he watched her doing that dance, just like this, when he was small? It had been months since he’d seen her. In a sudden rush of emotion he moved forward and put a hand on her shoulder.

In the twinkle of an eye she turned, ladle raised, a look of fury on her face, which turned to pleased surprise just before she could bring the heavy utensil clonking down onto his flinching head.

“Koppa!” she cried, grabbing his face, soapy ladle still in one hand and sopping wash rag in the other. “Oh, Happy Harvest, my boy!” She kissed him, and he kissed her back, with a hug thrown in besides. She suddenly noticed she was dripping on him and hastily dropped the things back in the tub and began drying her hands on her apron, eyes sparkling. “And happy birthday, too! Aye me, it’s been so long since I’ve seen you!” She hugged him again.

“Too long, Ma,” he agreed. “But I’ve been busy learning a lot from Dunwolf. Seems I’ve got to a very busy part of the training.” He grinned. “Would you like to see some magic?”

“Why waste it on a silly old woman like me, hey?” She grinned. “Who knows when you might need it, and then be all tuckered out?” She turned back to the wash. “Besides, who has time? I’ve got to get my Brine to the Harvest Festival.”  

Retta’s Brine had begun as a sort of joke one season when she was handing out pickled sausages. She had run out, then people had started asking for the tasty leftover juice, a fiery, tart, meat-flavored drink that scrimpled the jaw and tickled the tastebuds. It had become an odd unique favorite, and now each year she made the Brine for its own sake, with only a few sausages added in for flavor.

Koppa looked around as his foster mother finished her chores.

“Where’s Larr? Where’s Yad? Surely they could be helping you?”

“Your poppa is helping set up the Hall. And Yad – you hadn’t heard, I guess – is apprenticed to Master Bodge since we last saw you, so he’s working in the bakery right now.” She dumped out the dishwater then dried her hands proudly. “But he’ll be free before lunch. I’m sure you’ll see him.”

“Old Bodge, eh? That can’t be pleasant. So, no-one to help you, eh?”

Retta snorted, then reached out to slap her hand on a keg that stood ready in the corner.

“The moment I can’t move a kilderkin on my own, that moment you can put me in the ground.”

“Oho! The famous Fiery Water itself, eh?” Koppa reached into his pouch and with a flourish drew out a penny. “Then let me be the first to take a sup.”

Retta cast her eyes skyward and threw her arms across her shoulders.

“Ortha forbid I should charge my boy for a drink,” she said piously. She smiled and uncrossed her arms. “But help me get the barrel to the booth, and your cup is on the house.”

Koppa moved the gurgling barrel through the door as the old lady brought the barrow from out of the garden. Together they heaved the brine on, then Koppa wheeled it into the street. Retta followed, ladle in one hand and a bag of cupules in the other. They trundled through the waking streets, heading towards the city center with crowds that grew thicker and thicker as they went along.

They pushed along, talking about the small doings of their daily life, Retta now mostly interested in the details of how a wizard took care of cooking and housecleaning. She seemed to think it was all done in the blink of an eye, but Koppa assured her it was all most mundane and even dreary.

He kept an eye on the Festival preparations as they passed. He understood that there used to be colored banners hung along the streets in the old days. Here and there at crossroads were draped a few ancient flags flapping bravely in the morning breeze, but mostly there were common household curtains billowing along the lanes, a new tradition adopted in defiance of the city’s destruction. People had brought in scarecrows from the fields to line the streets like guardians, and for a month a great pile of leaves had been growing in an abandoned square for the final bonfire of the night.

Koppa grew happier and happier. It reminded him of his childhood days when the greatest joy he could imagine was a harvest apple and romping with Yad on thoughtless adventures with the comforting fallback of Retta behind them. Then he glanced up to the city wall to gauge the sun and had a sudden vision of fire and crawling Ogres and howling wolves. He shuddered, and the morning wind was colder again.

They turned a corner just then and there at the other end of the street was Larr, his tall, bony body hunkered down at a vacant booth. A red-faced woman with an enormous bundle was arguing with him. He just shook his head. Suddenly he looked up, saw Retta and Koppa, and pointed. The woman glanced over, sighed theatrically, and left in a huff, flouncing away hurriedly is search of an open stall.

“Hello, boy,” he said as Koppa turned the barrow into the booth. He looked at Retta with a twinkle in his eye as she plopped the bag of cupules with a clatter onto the countertop. “Been watching the stall since we finished the Hall. Seems ever’body wants your spot.”

“It’s not MY spot,” Retta replied briskly, as she began setting her things up. “I’ve just been lucky enough to get it the last five years.”

“Yup.” He nodded his greying beard. “Only with Yad camped out in it now and then.”

“And you this year,” Retta concluded, putting the last cup in place. “Aren’t I LUCKY to have such a good family?” She came over and, taking both cheeks in her hands, gave her husband kiss. They grinned at each other, then Larr turned to Koppa.

“Good Harvest, son,” he said, shaking hands. “And Happy Birthday.”

Koppa felt his calloused hand as they shook and thought that either his foster father was getting weaker or that he himself was getting stronger. The latter seemed the more likely. Larr had been a City Guard, one of his father’s own men, and one of the few soldiers who had survived the devastation. He had taken it upon himself to protect the widowed Retta with her own year-old son and the orphaned Koppa. After a while he had married Retta and taken to farming. It was a trade much in need after the war.

The couple had never had their own child together. Koppa wondered if that was a choice or a secret sorrow between them. If it was, it had never shown in Larr’s affection, although as Koppa’s foster-father he evinced respectful distancing from the boy sometimes, like a rooster in charge of an eagle’s egg. Not that he coddled him. Rather, Larr expected more of him, and of himself as a father.

“Hey, Dad,” said Koppa warmly. They nodded; then, wordlessly, in one instinctive motion, together wrestled the barrel of brine into place. Larr’s knotty fist knocked the kilderkin’s lid ajar and Retta was quick with her ladle to dip them all out a draft.

“Happy day,” she toasted, and they raised their cups. She finished hers in one smooth sip, then “I must start,” she said. She hung a towel over the counter to signify the stand was open and launched into serving the folks who were already gathering around the stall. “Happy Harvest, Happy Harvest,” she beamed, and coins began ringing in the black teakettle she had brought along for that purpose.

Koppa thought that she looked just as happy as if the money were going to her. At the end of the day, it would all be gathered into the city chest for the poor, and the only reward was fame, as the largest contributor was declared Benefix of the year. Retta had never won yet, but she held out hope every season. In the meantime, she liked watching people enjoying her unique potation.

Larr and Koppa settled down on the bench in the back of the stall, the older man with a noticeable sigh. They were silent for a moment, then Larr leaned over and spoke out of the side of his mouth.

“Don’t tell y’Ma, but I can’t stand that stuff,” he muttered.

Koppa burst out laughing and Larr shook with silent mirth. After a moment Larr sighed again, then looked off into the distance, his mouth a tight line.

“How’s your work with Dunwolf?” he asked warily.

“It’s going fine,” said Koppa. “Learning more every day. Would you like to see ...?”

“Maybe not now,” Larr cut him off. “Might make some folks jumpy. This is the annivers’ry of that Groka business, and with the Breath last night ….” He trailed off. “Best not call to mind any magic, even good magic, today.” He cut his eyes over at the boy. “Some folks ain’t happy with even Dunwolf living so near. Wizards been turned before, they say. They draw trouble.” He snorted. “Damn foolishness, but even so.”

“Ah,” Koppa answered, taking the hint. He sipped his Brine. They sat quietly for a bit, watching the passing people. Then Larr spoke up again.

“So,” he said. “Your birthday. Your seventeenth.” He leaned forward and clasped his hands in front of him, his elbows on his knees. “I guess that makes you a man.”

“Technically, I suppose,” Koppa smiled. He leaned back stretching to his full height. “I still have a lot of growing to do, I guess.”

“Rightfully, legally,” the old soldier mumbled, knitting and unknitting his knobby fingers. He bowed his head. “By rights, I should be handing over your legacy today. Ever’thing your folks left behind.”

Koppa lifted his eyebrows. “What my folks left behind?” he asked quizzically.

“’Cept there ain’t nothing there no more.” Larr raised his head and looked Koppa straight in the eye. “The City Council took it all.”

“Oh.” Koppa was stymied. The thought of an inheritance had never really occurred to him before. As far as he had known, anything like that had gone in the fires of war. To have its possible existence brought up and then crushed in two sentences left him light-headed. “How did that happen?” he asked, voice distant.

“Wall, you got to consider the situation,” Larr said grimly. “The Ogres ran off with quite a lot after the attack, and what they didn’t take they burned. Ravenglast wasn’t left with much, and what was there had to be used to keep the city alive. And … well … your parents weren’t there.” He bowed his head again, then stared out at the passing merry makers.

“There was some stuff they tried to reserve for you at first, but bit by bit it was sold off to buy supplies from other cities. Finally, in the fifth year, even Lord Kharis’s land – along with quite a lot of others - had to go; it’s plowed and harvested by our farmers, but three-quarters of what it makes is shipped off to the real owners.”

“Huh.” Koppa looked thoughtful. “I always wondered why Ravenglast wasn’t doing better.” He chuckled. “I kind of thought our merchants just weren’t very bright.”

“No, just desperate.” Larr put a hand on Koppa’s shoulder, deep sadness in his weary eyes, and a little shame. “I’m sorry, son.”

 Koppa smiled.

“Don’t fret over it, Dad. I’m not a penny poorer than I was ten minutes ago; I was very happy then and I am now. Besides, what would a wizard do with fields and treasure?” He put an arm around his foster-father’s shoulder. “As long as I have a corner in the kitchen with you and Ma, that’ll be land enough for me.”

“A’course you will, son, whatever you do.” Koppa couldn’t be sure, but he thought he heard a tear in the old warrior’s voice. Larr shook himself and stiffened his back, clearing his throat.

“Now I don’t want you to think you won’t have nothing of your parents, ‘cause you will. It’s just that it ain’t much.” He unhooked his pouch and started digging through it with stiff fingers. “It’s not silver or gold or such, otherwise it might’ve been sold before now. Your Ma and I decided this was the day … Ah! Here it is.”

Koppa leaned forward curiously as Larr fished out a small disc and held it up between thumb and forefinger. It was about the size and shape of a coin but stamped in the middle with a square hole. It hung on a simple leather thong. Larr handed it over.

“Used to have a gold chain, but that had to go.”

Koppa accepted it and turned it over curiously.

“What is it? What’s it made of?” He weighed it in his hand.  “I mean, it’s metal, obviously, but it’s so light.”

“Some kind of pot metal, Nolan says.” The farmer sat back and relaxed a little, as if relieved of an awkward responsibility. “Ain’t worth spit on the market. It’s the story behind it what’s important.

“We found it on your father after the battle. Netta knew what it was. Seems your ma -your real mother, that is, Lady Emlish – came with a fairly hefty dowry, paid by her folks and raised from their people, not to mention her family jewels, which she never considered her own property. That there’s the one personal thing she had to give to your father; she said she’d carried it since she was a baby almost. Lord Kharis treasured it above a mountain of gold and wore it secretly wherever he went. Of course Netta, being the Lady’s right hand, knew the whole tale, so we made sure to hold on to it ‘til we could pass it on to you.” Larr shrugged. “It ain’t much for a lord’s legacy.”

“Well, I think I’d rather have it – and the tale.” Koppa tested the leather thong, then slipped it over his head. For a moment he looked at the dull little disc hanging on his chest, then he slipped it inside his shirt and patted it where it lay. “It’s like having their hearts next to mine,” he announced.

Larr’s wrinkled eyes slid up into a smile.

“Boy, you’ve got more of a poet than a warrior in you. I suppose it’s lucky your gone be a wizard.”

“I guess it is at that.” Koppa chuckled, then looked around. “I wonder how Yad is doing? This little family gathering only lacks his presence to be complete.”

“Probably run off his feet already, if I know Bodge.” Larr gestured down the humming streets of festive citizens. “Why don’t you go along and have some fun, maybe drop in on your brother and cheer him up with your smiling face? At least one of you will be having fun. Go on, now. Your Ma and I have got this.”

Koppa hopped up.

“Sounds good, dad. I’ll see you all later at the feast, if not before.”

Larr lifted his hand in a dismissive salute. The boy took a moment to give Netta a peck and a squeeze and pull out the leather thong a bit to show her he had received his gift. She beamed and hugged him back, then returned to ladling out brine for her insistent customers. It seemed to Koppa that she was well on her way to winning the award that year.

The air was now clear and clean, as if scoured by the rising sun and spiced with the smells of cooking drifting from every direction. Koppa walked along, sometimes passed by knots of running, yelling boys and girls, sometimes by more sober couples dressed in their holiday best. He waved to those he knew and ducked his head respectfully to passing elders. With every “Good Harvest!” exchanged he could feel the shadows of the night before fading away and a growing contented excitement taking their place.

He got an apple cider at one stall, then a carved walking stick at another: a light piece of ash with the handle shaped into a raven’s head. Koppa proceeded with a sort of holiday swagger after that, tapping the stick ostentatiously, sometimes giving it a flourish as he greeted old neighbors, and now and then a twirl if he felt suddenly merry.

As he neared the center of the celebration, he came across one of his favorite amusements, crowded with clamoring children and indulgent parents. There, removed from the Ravenglast warehouse and set on blocky platform, grinned the varnished and yellowing skull of the defeated Pounder from so many years ago. The attendant was giving out three polished pebbles for a penny, and awarding paper flags of different colors and sizes, according to how many of the stones the child could toss into the empty eye sockets.

Koppa watched as the pebbles went pinging and rattling off the bones, wondering how many more years the skull would last and remembering how much fun he had had with the game before he had gotten too old for it. Before he left, he gave a penny to a sad little girl waiting at the periphery, obviously yearning to play but apparently without the means. She accepted the coin from Koppa with glee and began squirming her way into line. He went down the street humming.

Koppa turned into the main square and there was the booth for Bodge’s Bakery, right across the way. It was at least twice as big as any other stand, the largest of Ravenglast’s three bakeries. Besides making hundreds of loaves daily, many people brought their joints, chickens, and geese to be roasted in the side ovens. But the Autumn Festival was when Bodge really took the opportunity to show off with his special cakes and pies. Koppa could hear the wild-haired baker’s deep voice huckstering before he could even see him through the crowd.

“A fine spice cake, this next one is,” he bellowed. “Cinnamon, nutmeg, ginger, cloves, brown sugar and walnuts! Available by the slice, perhaps, but who will make me an offer for the entire cake? I see there are some takers. Starting at a silver krett, I’m accepting bids!”

On either side of the vast baker his apprentices, dressed in white aprons and caps, labored at handing out sweet rolls and cuts of lesser cakes. As Koppa drew nearer he identified the figure of his foster-brother Yad, a somewhat grim look of amusement on his flushed face as he handed out sweets and took pennies. Koppa sidled up to the booth and got in line, waiting his turn unobtrusively.

“Yes, sir, what would you like?” Yad said automatically. Then he looked up and his eyes went wide at Koppa’s mischievous smile. The older boy’s face split into a matching grin.

“Well, well,” he laughed. “Look what the Harvest Pilgrim has brought me!”

“Yad, my lad! How are you doing, big brother?”

“All the better for seeing you, little brother. Happy Birth…!”

“Hey! What are you doing, boy? Quit flapping your lips and get busy serving. I’m not paying you for family reunions! Your cake, sir.” Bodge turned his red face back to the customer for a second then squinted his furry gray eyebrows at Yad. “Get back to work,” he growled.

Yad bristled, shoulders almost swelling out of his apron.

“You could give me just a couple of minutes to talk to my brother, sir.”

The old baker turned in anger on his apprentice, wagging an enormous sausage-like finger.

“Do it on your own time! You’re working for me, and you’ll do what I say, under the articles!”

“That’s right, the articles!” Yad bellowed, snatching the white cap off his head and making a sudden leap up onto the counter. His sandy yellow hair uncurled like a lion’s mane. “I been working since two in the morning, and under the rules I’m due a break! Rights, rights, rights!” he stomped.

The crowd took up the chant with holiday glee, stamping and clapping at the show, amused with the boy’s antics and Bodge’s livid dismay. The old man looked back and forth, jowls quivering, and saw that the crowd was clearly with Yad.

“All right!” he conceded. “You have fifteen minutes! But be back on the dot, or I’ll … I’ll … bah!” He turned away, squared himself, and took out a glazed pie from under the counter.

“Apple!” he bawled. “One of my fabled apple pies, red and green, sour and sweet, and tender enough for the youngest babe or the oldest gaffer! What am I offered?”

Yad jumped down, clapped an arm around Koppa’s shoulder, and started moving them away from the baker’s stand and into the more peaceful currents of the Festival.

“You know, you really are crazy,” Koppa said. “I’ll bet you Bodge really takes it out of your hide for that.”

“He can try,” Yad grinned, flexing his muscles a bit. “The worst he can do is let me go. I’m just hanging around until a place opens up in the City Guard, anyway. Then I’m off like an arrow.”

“Why’d you take the job in the first place, then?”

Yad grinned.

“A man turns seventeen, he’s got to do something, right? As you should know, as of today.” He let Koppa go and gave him a punch on the arm. “You gonna give up your little tricks and find a real job? Maybe join up with me when I get in the Guard?”

Koppa twisted aside and feinted a blow back at his brother.

“You know it’s not all side-show conjuring and lighting candles,” he shot back. “This is serious stuff I’m learning.”

“But will it make you a penny back, is what I’m saying,” Yad teased. “What has old Dunny got but a shack outside town? Face it, it’d be far better for everybody if you were with us here and in the Guard. Do you even remember any of the stuff that Dad taught you?”

“Of course I do …” Koppa began, but at that second Yad grabbed up a pole from a nearby pile and yelled “Guard yourself!” Koppa had only an instant to reflexively raise his stick and ward off the blow with a sliding motion. He looked at his brother in surprise, then saw the merry look of triumph as the older boy raised the pole again. Koppa grinned, and the fight was on.

It was all thrust and parry for a bit then, Yad, the bigger boy with the longer stick attacking, and Koppa eluding and defending with his slender cane. A small crowd gathered around them, amused as if it were another festive display, calling out encouragement and even laying wagers. Then Koppa, taking advantage of his lither physique, slipped behind Yad and threw his walking stick around his brother’s neck in a firm chokehold.  The bigger boy gagged, then laughed, dropping his pole in acknowledged defeat. Koppa let him go as the crowd dispersed as quickly as it had come, to mingled exclamations of amusement and disappointment.

Yad laughed again, feeling his throat.

“You do remember,” he admitted. “All the more reason to come back to us.” He looked around, then pointed to a nearby stall. “Come on, let’s get us an ale, then I’ll have to be getting back to Bodge.”

They got their mugs and sat at a nearby trestle table, clinking their cans and half-draining them at the first draft. Koppa caught his breath, wiped his mouth on his sleeve, and cocked an eye at his foster-brother.

“I don’t understand you. What’s so wrong about wanting to be a wizard? What do you have against magic, then?”

Yad’s face became serious for the first time. He took a contemplative swig as if gathering strength for an unpleasant task, then looked up at Koppa.

“I don’t think it’s the sort of business you should be in. Okay, maybe you only learn a few tricks and some illusions and crap. What then? You’re no better off than a showman, and how are you going to earn a living like that around here?”

“It’s not like that at all …” Koppa began hotly.

“All right, all right,” Yad said. He hunkered in closer. “Suppose you learn some real magic, start getting powerful. What then?” He took another drink. “What happens to you? We’ve heard of it happening time and again. The Black Lord comes after you.” He nodded knowingly. “And then what? Either his minions kill you or they recruit you. Neither option I find pleasant. Think you can hide under Dunwolf’s cloak if you get ripe enough to pick? Or will he be taking you into battle so you can throw whizz-bangs at Bharek’s boots?”

Koppa swallowed his ale defiantly.

“Give me enough time and it’ll be more than that.”

The older boy looked at him, worry in his eyes.

“How much time do you think you’ll have? You remember last night, don’t you? Evil is moving.” Yad looked around uneasily at the merry-making surrounding them. For the first time, Koppa thought he caught a desperate, almost defiant undertone in the crowd, especially among the older folk. “It might not be here, but it’s somewhere in Forlan, and it wouldn’t surprise me if that old wizard had to move out soon to face it. And then what of you, little brother?” He shook his head.

Koppa looked around, then finished his ale, setting the empty mug carefully on the table. He folded his arms, thinking deeply a moment, then looked at Yad with a firm eye.

“I don’t know,” he said simply. “I only know that I’m on a path now that I don’t see leaving. I think I’m going to have to follow it wherever it goes. Good or bad.”

Yad sighed, drained his ale, and set his mug next to Koppa’s. Then he smiled.

“I guess we’ve all got a path, eh? And right now, mine leads me back to old Bodge.” He laughed. “Let’s hope it doesn’t lead to me becoming old Bodge one day.”

The vision of another Harvest Festival, a night of blood and fire, passed through Koppa’s head.

“There could be worse things,” he said.

They shook hands.

“I’ll see you later at the Feast, with Mom and Dad,” Yad said, waving as he left. “Take my mug back, will you?” Then he was gone.

Koppa sat a moment, contemplating the empty cups. Then he sighed, returned them to the stand, and wandered off into the crowd himself. He pulled the hood of his cloak up over his head. The joy of the day seemed to have gone out for him, overshadowed by thoughts of the future.

He drifted along, trying to recapture some of his early morning spirits. But it proved futile. At last, he gave up and returned to Netta and Larr’s house for a quick nap. With no-one there it seemed to him just a ghost of his childhood home, or rather that he was a ghost walking its halls, noting changes that had happened since he had departed. Even his old bedroom had been converted into storage. Finally, he went out and settled down in the stable on a pile of hay, hoping that a rest would restore his mood. One of his last thoughts before he stopped thinking and drowsed off was that he might as well get used to the wanderer’s life and sleeping on straw.

 

When Koppa awoke, the afternoon shadows were laying long in the dusty light. He sat up, slightly fuddled. He had been dreaming of war, the after-effects, maybe, of his vision yesterday, and the sounds from his dream seemed to mingle and change into the distant noise of celebration coming from the Festival. He shook his head and sprang to his feet. By the feel of things, the festivities should soon be coming to their highpoint.

He jumped up, slapping the straw from his clothes and slinging his cloak around his shoulders. He felt refreshed, and there was a growing chill in the air that was at the same time thrilling and admonitory. He picked up his walking stick and headed outside.

The streets were mostly empty except for a few figures hurrying toward the park as if driven by the rising evening wind. The houses on either side were dark. Overhead in the deepening blue of the sky Koppa could already see a star or two flaring into light. He smiled to himself, the anticipation in him growing, and he quickened his pace. He was once more in the holiday mood.

          He reached the city square to find it crawling with activity. Trestle tables and benches were being pulled together and set in wide rows, encircling the park. On the south side were crowded tables filled not only with traditional Harvest Cakes, but also whatever leftover food from the booths that had not been sold. Even as he watched the last platters were being pushed into place. The Rhavenglast oak loomed over it all, its bleached white wood gilded rosily in the setting sun.

          In a ring of stones, a respectable distance from the aged tree, people were still adding to a pile of burnables for the Bonfire. Besides bundles of useless wood and bales of fallen leaves, Koppa could see the beams from fallen houses (still being cleared away even after seventeen years) and broken furniture and piles of rotten straw. Several experts were supervising the building of the heap.

Amid the bustle he saw a raised hand waving, and found it to be Yad, seated with his foster-parents squeezed around a table with two other families. The old people were laughing, and plates of food were sitting piled before them.

Koppa waved back but turned to fix himself a plate. After he had gathered half a chicken, a small brown loaf, and an enormous harvest apple, he grabbed a cup of golden ale and brought it all back to sit with his folks. He wedged himself cheerfully onto the bench and greeted them all.

“And how did the Brine go?” he asked Netta.

“Sold it all,” his stepmother chortled. “Made more than I ever have yet.”

“Not enough to win the title,” Larr said, frowning. “They told us when we turned the money in to the judges.”

“So what?” Netta grinned. “It was a sensation, and the money all goes to the Festival next year, especially to the young’uns and their Harvest gifts. That’s what I like to think of.”

“And what of Master Bodge?” Koppa turned to his brother. Yad laughed.

“Overbaked, I’m afraid. Didn’t win the title either, and thus has donated more than he’d like to the Feast.” He pointed with a pork-chop bone. “He’s over there, trying to eat the most expensive cakes on his own to cut down on his losses. A vain endeavor, I fear, even for one of his appetite.” He tossed the bone down and wiped his hands. “But I managed to snag these earlier, when he wasn’t looking.”

The older boy opened the poke hanging from his waist and pulled out a tightly tied bundle of white cloth. He undid the folds with care to reveal four plump discs of rich gleaming brown, each about the size of a palm. Glazed fruit and raisins glinted like jewels in their earthy crust.

“Harvest Cakes!” Netta exclaimed, eyes twinkling like frosty stars. “Oh, they look delicious!” She reached over, then paused looking up at her son. “And did you -?”

“Yep. Whipped up this batch myself,” Yad said proudly, handing the pastries all around. “Snuck a little bit more fruit in than the Master usually allows, but no matter.” He lifted his cake up as if toasting the family. “Eat up, folks. Every cake is good day next year!”

Larr sniffed his dramatically and raised his grey eyebrows.

“You made it, eh? Sure it’s for a good day?”

“Oh, Da!”

Everyone laughed. “Happy Harvest!” they proclaimed together and bit into their cakes. Koppa felt the rich, fresh cake dissolving in his mouth as he chewed, plump raisins bursting sweetly on his tongue. If I have even one day as good as this next year, he thought, I’ll be lucky indeed.

From a draped stand erected opposite the towering bonfire pile there was a sudden blare of trumpets, and all turned to crane their heads. On a podium there, flanked on either side by torchbearers, was old Master Grippen, the leader of the town council. He rose to his unsteady feet, his black robes falling like the night around him. Murmurs fell into silence as he began speaking.

In a creaking but powerful voice the old man welcomed all to the Festival and praised their year’s efforts in both the fields and at the Feast. He declared young Mistress Helka the Benefix of the year, at which there was hearty applause; she had developed a roasted sausage baked in a bun. Master Grippen waited for the congratulations to quiet down, and then in a solemn voice thanked Ortha, the old Earth Mother. There was a reverent silence for a few seconds and bowed heads and some shifting of uneasy eyes. Ortha was in some sense the earth, but She gave and She took away with what seemed an arbitrary hand. Naming Her seemed a mischancy action, and then it was best, like now, to be quick and complimentary.

The moment passed, and the old Master spread out his hands. The torchbearers left the podium and tramped solemnly down either side of the stand and through the crowd. They approached the bonfire pile, and as the last light of the setting sun died in the western sky, they thrust the torches deep into the kindling material. There was at first a low sizzle and then a whomp as the oil on the packed tinder took flame, and the night was suddenly illuminated with a tower of flame. There was a roar of delight. Master Grippen shouted “Happy Harvest!” in as loud a voice as he could muster, and then the real heart of the party began in earnest.

People with horns, fiddles and drums ascended the platform, arranged themselves, and with a whoop and a roll of the drums, song sprang into the evening air. The crowd sang together to the familiar strains of ancient harvest hymns, jumped up and danced to the lively squawk of fiddles, and hushed themselves as a lone singer with a harp recited a ballad of remembrance for the fallen of Ravenglast.

Sitting next to Larr, Koppa was surprised to see a tear fall down the old man’s stoic face, glistening gold in the fire light as it made its way through his silver stubble. For the first time the boy really felt his foster-father’s age, and he wondered uneasily how many more harvests Larr would see. For a moment the warrior looked grim as the song ended. Then Netta came bursting out of the crowd, grabbed her husband, and Koppa watched as the two broke into smiles and began twirling away among the throng as a lively new tune began.

After a while Koppa stood up to stretch his legs and wandered off into the celebrations to pick up a new mug of beer. Besides a few acquaintances that saluted him briefly as they passed, he felt strangely invisible, detached from the mirth all around him. As he walked along, he noticed some of the smaller children had already fallen asleep on the benches here and there, with their mothers nearby, who patiently waited to awaken them for the supreme moment of the night.

For soon the Autumn Pilgrim would be coming for his yearly visit. Koppa smiled fondly at the thought. Since he was a small boy, he had looked forward to this figure of fun appearing at the end of the Festival, with his japes and jests and presents for the children after a hard harvest season. Now that he was seventeen, he thought, those simple gifts would never be for him again.

Even while he was musing on it in a sort of smiling melancholy, there was a roll of drums, a burst of red fireworks, and a blare of horns and there, against the glare of the bonfire, was the Pilgrim.

He dressed a little differently each year, but was easily identified by his scarecrow’s outfit, head masked by an ancient hempen sack, broadbrimmed hat, and patched cloak. He was decorated with various withered weeds and plants, and his shirt stuffed with fallen leaves that leaked out even as he spread his arms wide in greeting. Koppa had figured out long ago that the Autumn Pilgrim was impersonated by some local or other, and wondered who it was this year. Even so, his instincts told him that there was something deeper being manifested here and the more he learned the more he felt this.

Koppa sat down on top of a trestle table, the easier to enjoy the spectacle and to be out of the way of the children, who were starting to flock around the Pilgrim. As the strange figure began handing out his gifts, the children, instead of stopping to enjoy their presents, ran along after him, partly to see who got what, but also trying to catch the leaves that fluttered out of his costume. Koppa knew that it was supposed to be lucky, as each leaf meant a happy day next year. The laughing and shrieking grew louder as the Autumn Pilgrim paraded to and fro through the park.

The young man sat there, sipping his beer, and feeling oddly grown-up as he gazed in happy condescension at the merry crowd rushing here and there. He watched as they drew nearer, grinning at their antics and especially at the Autumn Pilgrim, as he flapped and twirled his cloak as if it were blown by northern winds. Koppa sat there, smiling, as they were about to pass him by.

But suddenly the Autumn Pilgrim stopped and cried out “Hold!”, hands raised and eyes rolling in exaggerated surprise as he looked side to side. The boys and girls stopped, squealing gleefully at his mummery. Koppa laughed too, until the scarecrow figure unexpectedly turned on him, pointing a bony figure straight at him.

“You!” he cackled. “Koppa, foster-son of Larr and Netta! I have a gift for YOU!”

Koppa blushed and all the children exploded in laughter, poking and slapping each other in glee. That the Pilgrim should have selected such a big boy seemed to them an excellent joke, and Koppa’s obvious discomfort only confirmed the matter. Koppa drew himself up, trying to muster his dignity.

“I think you’re mistaken, Autumn Pilgrim,” he said stiffly. “I am seventeen today.” He tried to smile. “Better give your gift to somebody else.”

“Oh, no, no, no.” The scarecrow figure wagged an accusing finger, as at a naughty boy. Several leaves fell from his sleeves. “The Autumn Pilgrim knows better. He knows everything, doesn’t he, children?” There was a high-pitched roar of agreement. “Although today IS your birthday, he knows you were not born until right before the stroke of midnight. And so…” he reached into his nearly-empty sack and plucked out a brightly wrapped package. “FOR YOU!”

The children screamed in delight. Koppa grimaced, arms still folded as if in refusal. The Pilgrim suddenly leaped up and sat himself uncomfortably close next to the young man.

“Don’t miss this chance,” he said huskily through his mask, almost in a whisper. Koppa started at the familiar sound and looked closely at the eyes peering through the ragged hempen holes. They were the familiar, startlingly blue eyes of Dunwolf.

Koppa took the package in a daze. He started to open his mouth to ask a question but before he could, the ragged figure jumped to its feet with a yell.

“Happy Harvest!” he whooped and cast the last contents of his sack into the crowd. There was a general scramble and for a moment Koppa was blinded and confused by the whipping tattered robes as the Pilgrim jumped down. When his vision cleared, the disguised wizard was nowhere to be seen.

Koppa slowly unwrapped the package with careful fingers, then looked down for a moment in confusion at what lay revealed. It was the book of The Fall of Ravenglast. There were dim red letters on the cover that faded even as he read them:

“The enemy is abroad in the East, and I must go to turn it aside. Take the book to Thron, now. Go quickly and quietly with Nolan; that will draw no suspicion from watching eyes. All is arranged; he leaves soon after the Feast.”

Overhead, the great bell of the city tolled midnight, and Koppa looked up with dread into the darkness looming over the burning fires of Ravenglast. All celebration was done.

 

NOTES

If you have read this entire chunk of prose all the way through, I congratulate you. It is long, almost 50 pages, and at first I considered breaking it up for posting, before I decided to be done with it in one go.

This was as far as I ever got with the Goldfire rewrites. I fell in love with the Autumn Festival, and I think it might get mentioned in nearly every Ortha short story. A lot of its lore was developed right here. One of these days we might hold one in real life.

Koppa used to have a friend Apokka in our first efforts, a sort of Sam Gamgee, but more of an equal, not so destiny driven. He survives in vestigial form as Yad, his stepbrother who stays in Ravenglast. I think their names got switched around a bit as we tried to decide which would be better for our main hero.

Goldfire, though never completed, remains as a backstory and lore-mine for all the Morg stories, our own personal mythology that lends an air of historical depth to all subsequent tales. It is our far-off and mystical time of youth, recalled as if through flames, rather like the vision of the Fall of Ravenglast, that propels the narrative forward.

That drawing has nothing to do with the story but reflects a mood.