Well, for a start, this shall be the home for my Biographical Inventory of Books. After that, who knows?
Sunday, February 28, 2021
McQueeney Easter
Saturday, February 27, 2021
First Grade School Books 1969
Friday, February 26, 2021
A Boy Alone
I cried my first day of school.
Looking back, there were several reasons for that. For one
thing, I had never gone to kindergarten. I suppose that is where most children
get over the shock of abandonment into an unfamiliar environment. Many of the
other students were old hands at this sort of thing already, and later were not
slow to express their scorn at my babyish behavior.
For another
thing, I was used to having a family support group, to running in a pack with
my brothers, to being a follower rather than an independent unit of my own.
True, Mike was in the Second Grade right next to me, but once class started he might as well have been on the moon. I was on my own.
And my
teacher was an unknown quantity. I was used to hearing about Mike’s First Grade
teacher, Mrs. Bilnitzer, but she had been moved to another class. Mrs. Roberts
was an unknown quantity, who knew not of Babels and our ways, and we knew not
hers. She was acting rather sternly, as any teacher having to wrangle little
kids must be to start with, and I was taking it personally, and feeling the
stress of having to learn class procedures correctly or being, for all I knew, “doomed”.
I was rescued from my emotional distress by the teacher’s aide, Mrs. Dammon, who came over to comfort me while Mrs. Roberts continued on with class instructions. Mrs. Dammon had a face as rough and kind and comforting as an oatmeal raison cookie, always smiling. She wore black cat-eye glasses, which I found funny and distracting. After a few moments I felt I had an ally in class and was able to settle down and apply myself to learning with renewed determination. But I think my behavior had been noted on my permanent record, in more ways than one.
Thursday, February 25, 2021
Wednesday, February 24, 2021
Introducing McQueeney Elementary School
Today, if
you went looking for the McQueeney Elementary School that I went to, you
wouldn’t find it. There’s a building there, of course, and under it you might
still find the old bones of the institution as it was when I attended, but my
McQueeney is gone. It was as much a time as a place.
“Though
McQueeney Elementary School is part of Seguin ISD, it is not located in Seguin
but in the lakeside resort area of McQueeney. The name of the area, according
to E. John Gesick, Jr. author of Under the Live Oak Tree, was indirectly named
by Mr. C.F. Blumberg. Mr. Blumberg built a store around 1900, which was less
than a mile from a railroad stop. As the story goes, Mr. Blumberg decided to
call the location of his store, McQueeney, after the Superintendent of the
Lines. His hope was that Mr. McQueeney, would designate his store location as
the new train stop, thereby promoting business for his store. The McQueeney
store became the McQueeney community, and the school was indirectly named after
the Superintendent of the Lines, Mr. McQueeney.” – from the McQueeney
Elementary School “About Us”.
Since we
were located closer to this lakeside resort community than we were to town,
this was our school. And what an odd little pocket of a place it was.
Although I began First Grade in the very tail-end of the Sixties, the spirit of the school was firmly in the Fifties, if not the Forties, as you might well expect in a rural Texas area. The building itself was a rather plain brick construction, like a squared capital G without its arm. There were classrooms from First to Sixth Grade when I began, although by the time I was in the Fifth, the Sixth was going to be phased out, as a new middle school had been built. But we’ll get to that in time.
Tuesday, February 23, 2021
Well, I'm Back ... ish
Even on my best days I only have so much 'juice' (as I call my energy or gumption) to expend on my activities, whether it is writing or doing my daily chores. In my entries on "What Happened" I had simply been publishing what I had already written some years ago, and I ran out of that first chapter of my life just before the cold snap fell and was filling in with "Little Red Diary" entries. I had been poised to start talking about First Grade with new writing, and I hope to do so soon. But my 'juice' was required just to get through that freezing week. It didn't help that I cut my left thumb, and if you think that's a small thing, try not using your left thumb or getting it wet for even an hour.
For two days now we have had nice warm weather. Cleaning and clearing up has been well begun, and I'm feeling almost human again. My thumb is getting a nice scar. I hope to begin writing again tomorrow, if not sooner. My scattered memories will take a bit of weaving but I hope as I apply myself they will come together into some kind of narrative.
Sunday, February 14, 2021
Too Bloomin' Cold
I'm sorry, it's just too cold today to do anything. I mean, it's been in the low 20's all day, and for Texas that's pretty darn cold, especially since last week it was in the 70's, and it's predicted it will be down in the single digits next week. The temperature's bad enough, but with the freezing drizzle and the ice on the road, things are downright hazardous. Here in the lower end of the state we're not used to it and it usually takes us by surprise when it happens. My brain feels frozen, and all I want to do is hunker down. I should adjust to it by tomorrow morning, but for now ... just no.























