Showing posts with label diary 2020. Show all posts
Showing posts with label diary 2020. Show all posts

Monday, December 15, 2025

Diary 2020: Cusp Times


12/15/2020: Up about 7 AM. Prayers and Bible. Cleaned kitchen. Started writing a bit. At 8 AM gave dogs what little remained of the leftover stew and brought the garbage bin in. Watched some Perry Mason, then more writing on Koppa. Went out at 10:05 AM but the recycling truck hadn’t come yet. Picked up a few blown pieces of trash in the yard. Weather rather cold gray and bleak. Caught up diary and mean to do a few more things (posting on NOT and FB) before either resuming writing or taking a nap.

Weather improved into sunniness. Did a little more writing. A little before 2 PM I looked out and saw Susan picking up some fallen branches; apparently, she had already brought in the other bin. Wrote a little more, which is unusual for me. Usually, my writing is confined to the morning when I have the most energy. About 4:30 PM I was preparing my ramen of supper when Susan called and asked if I wanted any of the chicken and rice Aunt Janet had brought them yesterday. I went to the door and got a couple of breasts that went into my soup. Watched more DQ11 on YT. About 6:30 PM Kam called and asked me to make him some corn dogs and TX toast, which I did in my house. Rosary 7 PM. Split the evening between MeTV, DQ11, and Oliver Twist, then went to bed.

 

12/16/2020: Up about 4;40 AM. Mouthwash, shave, and clean kitchen a bit. Catch up diary and wonder if I’ll go to DG this morning. Guess I’ll wait to see how I feel come 7:30. It’s hard to gauge one’s health right off the bat and I feel that I need to work my legs a bit anyway. I suppose the next things are prayers and Bible.

After that, I got dressed and did leave about 7:35 AM. Clear and cold, and I didn’t seem to have any symptoms. Got to DG at 8:02 AM, and saw someone had busted the glass out of one door and it was replaced with a board. Got block cheese, chips, Ritz chips, Tostitos spinach dip, salsa verde, Vienna sausages, Spam, and eggnog, and a big cup for cocoa and more Cinnamon Toast Crunch for the Shanafelts. Got home and found Vader outside the fence! The girls were still in. He went right back in when I opened it. I suppose he has learned the trick of squeezing out through the bungee cord. I tied it with the cord the pool guy had used and told Susan. I guess this means I’ll be walking the long way around again.

Anyway, I started drinking the eggnog and had Ritz chips with spinach dip for breakfast (healthy!), and at lunch had some Dorito chips with cheese and a can of sausages. Set up a reservation for Sunday and we’ll see how that goes. About 5 PM I finished off the cheese on Dorito chips and some salsa verde. While I was actually writing my page on Koppa John e-mailed me the second time today expressing his enthusiasm about the project. Watched some Adam-12, Flintstones. Now 6:07 PM. Since yesterday was the last day of their quarantine, I think at least Susan went out (to work?) but no-one told me if they wanted supper, so I haven’t cooked anything. About 6:30 PM I started my rosary.

About 7 PM Susan called me and asked me if I wanted any more of that chicken and rice, and that also there was a salad and some nilla pudding. I was still pretty full, so said I could probably handle the pudding and salad, but no chicken. So we met at the back door, and she said she’d been to work but Andy was still in a bad way with a temperature of 102. I ate the pudding, but the salad which was much bigger than I had thought (it must have weighed a pound) was more than I could manage. Finished my rosary, which was the last decade devoted to Andy. Read more Oliver Twist and dropped off about 8 PM.

 

12/17/2020: Woke up on and off, sometimes reading a bit more (I’m past the halfway point) till about 2 AM, when I felt I had to get up. Cleaned up the kitchen and put the Kindle on to charge. Took a look at the little round heater and thought about how it was a relic of the last years at Loop Drive and how Pop had bought it, and how here it was getting me through another December. I was a bit wheezy in the bottom of my lungs which sitting up seemed to help. It’s a bit ironic that now that I have the means to address more of my health concerns this dratted plague is keeping me and everyone who would help me tied down at home. Now a trifle past 2:30 AM, and I suppose I should try to lie down again. Did so about 3 AM at last.

Up again at 6 AM, moving mighty slow. Prayers and Bible. 28 degrees right now; guess it didn’t hurt that I was up every now and then to flush the toilet, to keep the pipes flowing.

Wrote a page of Koppa. Made myself a big mug of cocoa and ate a cookie to take my morning medicine. About 10 AM I went out to take garbage and recycling and Ryan Tovar was there, running Jade around a bit outside the fence. We talked a bit (keeping our distance) and then he left. Made a ramen with eggs and salsa verde, which wasn’t too tasty, but not bad either. After a bit my tight chest was leading to a little wheezy cough, and a growing chill and a fever, I guess. I need to get a thermometer.

Throughout the day I watched DQ11 and read Oliver Twist. Ate my other jar of spinach dip with chips. About 7 PM Susan offered me some leftovers and I took some nilla pudding again. Watched Green Acres and finished Oliver Twist, then started a rosary, which, on and off, took me to about 12:30 AM.

 

12/18/2020: In my feverish state I drowsed and woke about every hour or so, going to the restroom and then drinking some water. About 4 AM I woke up feeling better, so I went ahead and prayed today’s rosary (the beads still being by my bed). Then I washed dishes and straightened things up (which I hadn’t felt like last night) then watched an episode of Dragnet. It’s now a little after 5 AM. Prayers and Bible, then lay back to sleep some more at 5:30 AM.

Awake at 7:30 AM, and ready to start a new day. Put on water to boil for hot cocoa.

Over the morning I wrote about 3 or 4 pages of Koppa. Had one cup of noodles for breakfast. Every now and then I felt like I had a fever, and my mind seemed a little muddled, and now and then a yapping, wheezy cough then once a shuddering shaking chill that rattled my bones (this was early morning when it was coldest). I bundled up in coat and cap and gloves and that seemed to relieve it. Ate nothing for lunch, as my appetite (at least for ramen) seemed gone. Went through the day dozing for an hour or two then up for a while then back to bed. Watched my evening shows, fried a can of Spam for supper (not, perhaps, my best decision), then laid down in earnest. Still went through the night up and down every hour.

 

12/19/2020: Up at 6 AM. Prayers. Decided that I would not go to FD but order from HEB. Getting a thermometer as well. Supposed to have thunderstorms on and off through the day, but not falling below 60 degrees. Bible.

About 9:30 AM Susan calls and asks me if I want to go to the bank this morning. Of course I do, and hustle to make the deposit slip, and off we go. So we were also going to get tacos, but the first place was closed. Then we went to RBFCU, then to Aunt Janet’s to return her pudding bowl, then to Noe’s Taco Place, then to Frankies’ to get Andy some power drink, then to DG to get some medicine and soda, then home by 11:30 AM. Susan bought me 3 tacos and now I’m settling in to eat them. HEB order due soon.

The tacos were big, and a little salty, and I only managed to eat two and a half. Went out at noon and got the order and started drinking the orange juice. Laid down and napped, and so it went all day, up a little then down a little. During the morning I had felt okay, but later I felt iffy. My new thermometer seemed to show I had a slight temperature, from 99 to 100 degrees through the day. Finished watching DQ11 on YT. Late at night managed half a can of chicken noodle soup, took my medicine, then laid down.

 

12/20/2020: Up at about 4 AM after a weary night of retreading in my mind a cycle of trying to say my prayers but losing my place and having to start again. Settled down to say my prayers in earnest, then Bible, rosary, and church on YT. Then I finished the soup, took my morning medicine, and laid down again. Up at 8 AM and caught up diary.

Had another can of soup and some prunes. Reading Clement Miles book about Christmas (which, being of an elderly persuasion, has some of the wildest speculations, trying to fit everything into fertility cults). Watched some Simpsons and some Ray Bradbury Theater and some Maude. About 1 PM Kameron called, wanting to come over, but I had to tell him that for safety’s sake he’d better not just yet. Then just a few minutes later the prunes took effect and quite a cleansing purge burst forth. Took my temp at about 2 PM, and it seems down to 98.7.

Yen called and we talked for a good bit. He said I really need to watch “The Mandalorian”, then John e-mailed me the code to get on Disney Plus, which means I can. The evening limped along and I went to bed fairly early.

 

12/21/2020: Got up about 7 AM after up and down all night. Prayers and Bible. Spent most of the day watching a Duck Tales marathon. Andy went back to work today. Started my wash about 11 AM. Made cucumber salad at 2 PM; talked to Kambo. Made a couple of cheese sandwiches for lunch. The day was warm, and I felt pretty normal except for aching joints. At 4 PM went in and started fish and couscous. S&A came home about 5 PM on the dot. Took some couscous. Haven’t napped all day so maybe I’ll sleep better tonight. Probably pray rosary now and then be pretty much ready for bed. 


 

Sunday, November 9, 2025

2020 Diary: Whut?


11/10/2020: Up at 6 AM. Prayers and Bible. Sent John an e-mail, explaining my debit card boondoggle. Spent most of the morning thereafter reading Kipling, and notes on stories from the Kipling Society, and eating bananas. About 8:30 AM started watching Perry Mason. Taken my morning medicine. Leg feeling slightly better, though twangles from (nerves? veins?) still shooting now and then. Mean to go in at 9 AM for ramen-and-eggs.

So almost at random, I started reading “An Enchanted April” and found it engaging and kept reading the rest of the day. John e-mailed me back and said that Amy had my paper and would bring it over in the afternoon. Overcast most of the day and a little gloomy, but I liked that it grew cooler as the day went on. Spaghetti for lunch. About 2:30 PM started carrots-onions-potatoes-cabbage-mushrooms, then sausages. Finished a little before 5 PM. At 5:15 PM I heard Amy looking around the gate and went out to get my paper, and then Susan got home and I remembered the records I wanted to pass on to John, and Susan had a couple of bags of clothes for Morgandy, and then we sat around and visited outside until almost 6 PM. A little after 7:PM (when I had started my rosary) Kameron came in, and we started to watch Hell Boy 2, then paused at 8 PM to wash up, then watched until finished at 9 PM. I completed my rosary.

Back to reading EA until about 10:30 PM, then bed.

 

11/11/2020: Veterans Day. Up at about 6 AM. Still limping and unbalanced but not quite so painful. Caught up Diary. Prayers and Bible. Went in at 9 AM to get eggs-and-ramen. The day was bright and clear again and cool, at least in the morning hours. I finished reading “An Enchanted April”. Around lunchtime S&A tried having Ginger in the outside dog pen (the poor old dear is getting very sloppy about her peeps and poops). She whined and worried. They hope that maybe she’ll get more used to it so she can at least spend some time outside. She’s almost blind and I think entirely deaf and very nervous in consequence. I’m afraid she won’t be around much longer, but until she hops the twig, I’m afraid she’s going to be a growing nuisance, the poor old thing.

In the afternoon I had a beef ramen on bread (and 1 Big Red Zero) and began watching “Enchanted April”, then went in about 2:30 PM to start lunch (rice, mushrooms, broccoli, chicken). Let Ginger out about 3 PM and sat watching her. About 3:30 PM popped all the food in the oven and came and finished watching EA and went in at 4:45 PM to take the food out. 

Rosary at 7:15 PM, then went in at 7:40 PM to clean up. Had a butter-and-raspberry jam sandwich. Started reading “Ben Hur”, but not sure if I will continue on with it. Roused myself at 9 PM to clean up, then ready to hit the hay, I think. Played DQ8 until almost midnight.

 

11/12/2020: Woke up at 6 AM. Prayers and Bible. Still fighting down thoughts, but they are diminishing, and once real life completely takes hold and not drowsy old bad habits, I should be fine. The election continues to be contested, and it is very close, and Biden will probably be found to be the winner, but there is no reason for Trump to concede until it is absolutely proven. Then things will be absolutely clear and no reason for doubts afterward. [Well, that proved to be hopelessly optimistic.] In fact, I am rather fearful about all the “mostly peaceful” protests that would now rage if Trump were found by some miraculous margin to have won. Oy. Now 8 AM. Today’s goals: call St. James for a reservation and call SocSec about account.

So, ramen and eggs at breakfast, raspberry jam sandwiches for lunch. Did make church appointment but funked the SocSec call. Played DQ8 and watched Red&Blue history about Rome. Weather clearish again but neither too hot nor cool. At supper made chili, noodles, and corn on the cob, and had a chicken sandwich with the leftover chicken from yesterday. Went in and washed up about 7:45 PM, watched Green Acres. About 10:10 PM prayed rosary. Now it’s 10:42 PM. Read? DQ8? Then bed at midnight.

 

11/13/2020: Up at 6:30 AM with dream to write down. Prayers, Bible. So it was Friday the 13th. I went to FD and got cookies, eggnog, shrimp ramen, and Italian dressing at 9 AM. Wrote a page starting a new short story: Lady Willow. I say new, but it is an old idea I’ve had for years. I drew a picture and was going to write a ‘ballad’, but never did. The day went on as per usual, warmer than I would like. Started frying taters at 2:30 PM. Not so many this week and I noticed no lack. Rosary at 10 PM, then bed.

 

11/14/2020: Up about 7 AM. Prayers, Bible. Ate a few cookies to take my medicine. Spent almost half an hour once the water ‘boiled’ (it never came to a rolling boil with the large pot I was using) until the pasta was done. Used the whole bottle of dressing. Eaten at about 10 AM. Wrote a page of LW. Slept until almost 2 PM. Played DQ8 (brought my token count to over a million); read TCM (The Confidence Man). About 4 PM buzzed my hair. Rosary. About 5:30 PM heard Susan working in the back yard. Went and asked her to check my buzz. She told me Kaitlyn had tested positive for Covid but not her Ryan. But she is young and strong, and we are all praying for her, I’m sure. But how long before we see her in person again? Warmish all day, and no cooling down tomorrow predicted. “The Beast from 20,000 Fathoms” on tonight.

 

11/15/2020: Up at 5:59 AM, just before the alarm went off. Prayers, shower, dressed, Bible. Windy morning. Going out the door at 7 AM.

Got to church. Rosary. A little delay with Fr. Greg having to do the service, but he handled it well for having to step in at a pinch. Took the long route home to go to FD, where I bought chips and a 4-pack of ravioli.

When I got home, I tucked into the ravioli, and didn’t stop till it was gone! Shameful. Read some TCM then napped. Andy brought me out some bananas and cinnamon churro chips. Started a new game of DQ8, with the name ‘Erasmus’ this time. About 4:30 PM they came in and said they were going to New Braunfels, and did I want to send some money to get Long John Silvers. Yes, please! Came back before the new animated shows (a dull lot). I got leftover fries from Andy, and leftover hushpuppies from Kam. My own plate was two fish, shrimp, and a plethora of Hushpuppies. When I was done, I was bursting. Really overdid it. By 12:30 AM I was in Simpleton in DQ8 and ready to recruit Angelo. Must stop and go to bed.

 

11/16/2020: Up at 7 AM after early morning sleep broken by dreams and barking dogs. Prayers, Bible. More DQ8 (and all day, at interstices). Wash at 9 AM and made my breakfast ramen. Boiled eggs and made egg salad and cucumber salad. At 12:30 PM made Kam lunch. Hung up clothes. At 4 PM made supper (fish and couscous). About 7 PM Andy came out and told me Susan wanted me to make oatmeal cookies, so I came in. He had to go and buy white and brown sugar. Listened to “Elf” while I baked. Very good batch, too. Went in at 8 PM. Rosary at 9 PM. Playing DQ8. Stopped at 10:30 PM. A cool brisk day, but for some reason I seemed to be distracted, “staring into eyes of darkness and despair, that rise and shrink with hate”, like I lacked all reason to live.

Notes

Well, I have to say that if it weren’t for these diary entries, I wouldn’t have any recollection of reading The Enchanted April, The Confidence Man, or Ben Hur, which I never seem to have persisted in. I still have no conscious recollection of any of that happening, only a written record of it. It makes me wonder what other things never got determinedly noted in my ‘permanent record,’ but which might still be making some sort of shadowy influence there underneath the surface.

In time Lady Willow was finished and is now published on this blog.