"What are your own religious convictions?"
He wagged his finger at me.
"Now, I told you, no
state secrets. If I had broadcast my opinions during the elections, I doubt I
could have been President, and even now I do have political friends. I'd not
have them tarred with my own skeptical brush."
"You are a skeptic,
then? After all the reports of strange things from the Bureau?"
"I do not doubt that
there are many strange, unexplained phenomena on this earth, Mr. Jandt. I do
not see any reason to posit an unprovable world beyond or behind it."
"You do not believe in
God?"
He shrugged.
"I am a deist. It seems
to be a philosophical necessity for there to be a First Cause to begin the
universe. But for there to be a personal power, that cares what mankind does or
furnishes an ultimate fate? I see no indication of such a being."
"And Christ?"
"A very good man, who
had some legends grow up about him. I have done work on a version of the New
Testament, in fact, purging it of some obvious fairy tales that have become
attached to the Great Teacher. I certainly do not think he was the Son of God.
It would be akin to saying he was the nephew of the Law of Gravity. The
morality of the Natural Law is sufficient for any good man."
"Mm-hm," I said,
making my notes. "Now about your slaves ..."
"I inherited most of
them from my father, and others belong to my wife. I cannot simply cut them
loose, unprepared. They are a responsibility."
"Worth quite a lot of
money too. They labor in your farm and factories."
"I intend to set them
free upon my death..."
"When you are beyond
any earthly need of them. But your father. May I ask, did he or any other
members of your family mistreat them in any way?"
He drew back. The distance
was in his eyes again.
"That depends on your
definition of mistreatment, I suppose. Nothing mortal, no. If anything, I would
say loving, as far as it goes."
"I believe I understand
you. Do you feel guilt about this?"
"I do not believe in
inherited guilt. I may well have brothers and cousins among my people: it is
another reason I care for them but cannot acknowledge them. It has even been
used as a stick by my political opponents to beat me. I say nothing, to either
affirm or deny. But if I did pleasure myself among them, my wife not objecting
and the girl willing, why shouldn't I?"
"A woman who cannot say
no, as a slave to a master, cannot really say yes, though, can she?" I
shook my head. "No matter, sir. When did your father die?"
"I was fourteen."
"What kind of man was
he?"
"What can I say? He was
the master, the king of his castle, absolute on his ground. Distant.
Unapproachable. Demanding."
"How did you feel when
he died?"
"To be honest?
Liberated. I was already growing in my studies. Music. History. Mathematics. He
couldn't understand what I wanted to do. I could follow my own way. But not all
at once.
"For a while I was
under the thumb of an executor, and in the hands of James Maury, an educated
man, but very pious. I learned much literature from him, but his Anglican
religiosity put a bit of a brake on my notions. By the age of twenty-one I was
free."
"Your trail of
liberation seems quite progressive. From your father, from church, and finally
from King George. Tell me, do you think there is any authority to which you are
beholden?"
A wintery smile.
"Perhaps only to the
judgement of history. And by the time it comes, shall I care?" He reached
over and pulled the bell. "Come, I think it is time to dine."
We had a very pleasant meal, but Jefferson ate very little and Frobisher
even less. He had whiled away the day growing dyspeptic with worry in the
library and burning a hole in his stomach at afternoon coffee. By the time we
retired to a bedroom on the east side of the second floor my old friend was
worn to rags with the questions he had longed to ask but was too polite to
bring up at the dinner table.
"Well? Is there any
progress?" he asked, pulling off his boots.
"Oh, most certainly.
This is no fraud. He is surrounded by loyal people, who I do not think would
ever let harm come to him and seem to have little reason to wish it." I
laid my suit out over a chair.
"Any theories about
what it is then? A ghost? A sending? A walker?"
"I have the beginning
of a thought. I have one more person to question, and I don't think I will be
long in meeting him."
Frobisher slumped.
"You mean the thing
itself." He rubbed his forehead. "You know this sort of being is
notorious for not showing up when expected."
"I know." By now I
was down to my nightshirt and looked like something of a ghost myself.
"But this spirit ... I don't think it can help but appear."
I sighed and got between the
sheets.
"The problem, I
believe, will be to get it to go away."
Frobisher finished
undressing, doused the lamp, and got into bed. It had been a long day, and soon
we were fast asleep.
I awoke with an urgent need
for the chamber pot. I reached out for the side table, and my hand was staid by
a body interposing between I and it. My
eyes flew open. There, in the moonlight, was the Slave's Ghost.
I had heard descriptions of
the thing all day, but to see it was another thing altogether. It was hunched,
almost gnomish, but with powerful shoulders that trickled with blood, black and
wet in the moonbeams. It was shackled at both wrists and ankles, and there was
blood there too. The pitiable state of its body, combined with the power of
violence that seemed to quiver throughout it, ready to leap forth and avenge,
struck my soul. I stood dumb for a moment staring into its unblinking fiery
eyes. Then my training came through.
"If thou hast any
sound," I began, throat dry, "Or use of voice, speak to me: If there
be any good thing to be done, That may to thee do ease and grace to me, Speak
to me."
Yes, it was Shakespeare. There is no magic in the words, except that they
can be memorized and used when your brain is paralyzed. They ask the old, old
questions.
"If thou art privy to thy country's
fate," I went on, "Which, happily, foreknowing may avoid, O, speak!
Or if..."
"Tell him," it
rasped. If a hole from a grave choked with weeds could speak, it might sound
like that. "You have guessed. Tell him, not for death, but for my life. No
more warning from me. Tell him."
His eyes fixed on me; his
form thinned until nothing was left but his stony gaze. Then that vanished,
leaving only moonlight. I turned and looked at Frobisher, who snored under his
nightcap. He had never even stirred.
(To Be Continued ...)
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