Today marks the 2,500th
entry of Niche of Time. It began on July 8, 2020, with A Biographical
Inventory of Books, a catalog of all my books, and expanded to cover a
record of my history, often illustrated by concrete examples of relics of my
past accompanied by fugitive memories finally pinned down and documented. I
sometimes think if I ever lose my marbles, I can always come back here and at
least look at them, or when I’m gone if anyone wants to remember me or see what
I was like, folks can find this partial memoir. Even when all my effects are
scattered to the wind, they can be found gathered here, until the internet
itself is gone. Perhaps people will only look at it to point and laugh, but
that itself is a kind of recognition, an attention that for a minute will make
my past live again. As it is, I preserve remembrances for myself, elusive
scraps that emerge like slippery fish from the dark pools of my past and are
quickly gone again, unless plunked down into the aquarium of the Niche, to be
gawked at and contemplated. The voice I write in is more the voice I hear in my head, not the stumbling, mumbling, halting, interrupted voice I speak in. It is pinned down, more articulate. If I don’t chronicle my life, who could? Or would?
If I’m spared, I may reach 3,000 posts by July and the 6th anniversary of this blog.

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